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I feel all alone. Empty. I'm sorry.
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#2
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No need to be sorry
Im here ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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Little ones are extremely sad and I'm in the pit and trying to manage too many things. I've got a major head ache - all day. Only had 4hrs sleep but took two naps today.
Talked to T last night and he asked how I was keeping myself safe. I am. But, it's a challenge sometimes. I'm okay. I'm always okay. Just sometimes, the pit is really dark and lonely and I keep beating myself up. I just want to hurt myself but I'm not allowed and I always do what I'm told - I can't get past that. I'm trying. Really I am. It's just hard right now. It stinks. I stink.
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I'm sorry rainbowzz. I have to go to bed. It's really late and I have to be at work at 7am. Sleep doesn't come easily for me anyway. I can fall asleep but staying there is more difficult. I've got to stop thinking for tonight. T always says "stinkin thinkin" it makes me laugh. Sorry, I have to go to bed. At least I'm safe when I'm asleep. I'm safe. I'm always safe - I just want to hurt myself because I'm not feeling very nice toward myself right now so sleep will be good.
Sorry again. Just sorry. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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#5
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thats ok too
(((((Songbirdanddaisy))) ill still be around to morrow ![]() |
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