confused

on friday, i went to pdoc i told her about feeling like i am in a dream all the time and things not seeming real, and hearing things in my head, she then brought up about where i had mentioned black outs to her in the past and asked me about SI, i told her i rarley cut anymore that i hit instead, she then told me i am Dissociative, but really didnt give me much more detail then that other then that its whats causing the voices in my head and the dream like state.. she pushed me in the office to point i had to excuse my self and go to washroom because i was so angry with my self i could feel my self almost reaching that point where i black out and were i was also a little bit fusterated with her pushing i was afraid if of what might happen...but after going to the bathroom and calming my self down, when i came back she seemed to stop pushin me... so i was ok... i really dont know what to think...most of me is saying no way this cant be true but then there is a small part of me who feels it makes sence.... im confused... any one been through this? and if so do you have any advice?

Sweetie,

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way and are so confused. I wish I had some advice to share with you to help you feel better. From what I've read it sounds like you coped really well during your appt., so please give yourself kudos for this!

Guess one piece of advice does come to mind regarding your therapist. If you feel comfortable why not ask her to explain this disassociation and anything else you don't understand? Perhaps understanding this better will bring relief for you since you might then feel less confused. Dunno. Just a thought and a suggestion. Please only do what feels right for you.

Wishing you days of clarity, peace, and joy...

~*PositiveKarma*~