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Apr 27, 2006, 03:16 PM
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Me!
I am happy can’t you see Are these tears from the sea This smile I where for all to see Is from the hurt feel in side I am a fake I am a liar I am someone that no one knows Not even me I sit high on the steps So I can look down upon those who have done me wrong Marguritte was a little girl Her hair was full of curl She was a black as midnight That is what all had said about her She was not planned She was not wanted People wanted her to be aborted Mommy said no for the first time in her life It was difficult for her in my early life Everyday when I was younger I went to the house of horrors It had food, and kind people There was great love from my aunt and uncle It had fun, and good people too But deep inside it was full of danger The danger came in a boy named Steve Steve was bad from the day of his birth Mean, and nasty and so good looking Everyone knew he was bad but they never knew Just how bad He cut my face when I was just 2 months That is what they all said I have the scares upon my face I know it is true That is why I am so blue A therapist once told me it is not that bad I should just get it out of my head. No one can see them Don’t you worry But that is the only thing I see is my scare There is something bigger that he had did He made me holler and bleed red He promised me candy, he promised to be my friend But that never happened even at the end One day he promised that my other cousins wanted to be my friend I was so excited until then We played ball that day We watched tv We had dinner They said lets go upstairs and play I was 7 or 8 they were 16 and older And then it happened that awful day That started off being full of play The play got rough and my clothes got torn Dey put things in my mouth Dey put things ebery where dat dey cud Id was steve tomy mak I hd to lae down I hrt so bad I tuk toel frm da shelv and hld it clse da blod kept coming out Stev said the nest tim it wuld nt hrt But id did ebry tim
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#2
Apr 27, 2006, 04:18 PM
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(((Lilith)))
I don't know what to say, but I wanted you to know I read your writing. |
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#3
Apr 27, 2006, 04:50 PM
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It weren't your fault.
Those %#@&#! scum boys, they bad. The little girl has a right to be so freaking mad. She got hurt and shouldn't of. She was just little. God'll get those boys. He'll hurt them real bad when the time comes. Real bad. Your big now, so your little girl is safe cuz big you is gonna take care of her. Mine has a safe dark cave she goes to. Its very dark and very safe and you not allowed to talk and you not allowed to touch. But its warm and dark and safe and noone can see you. You can come there if you want. I got others that visit. Sometimes we go outside and play. Sometimes we just be inside and be warm and safe. Thats all. |
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Apr 27, 2006, 04:52 PM
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lillith
You are so so brave. Thank you for sharing this with me. |
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Apr 27, 2006, 04:52 PM
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Nasty wants to kill those boys.
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Apr 27, 2006, 04:56 PM
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sorry, shouldn't let Nasty post, its a bad thing. Sorry.
Sorry, sorry, sorry. Bad boys, bu the girl can be ok. She has to let her big person help her. And she can help big person too. Cuz maybe she just a kid, but kids know lots. Sorry. |
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Apr 27, 2006, 05:08 PM
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Thank you for sharing this, I agree with Rainbowzz that you are brave (((( Lilith )))) (if ok )
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Apr 27, 2006, 06:52 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((Marguritte)))))))))))))))
(((((((((((((((((Lilith)))))))))))))))))))
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[b]If you can’t be a good example, then you’ll just have to be a horrible warning.[b] -Catherine Aird  |
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#9
Apr 27, 2006, 07:52 PM
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(((((Lilith)))))
reading and hearing w_i |
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#10
Apr 28, 2006, 05:01 AM
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 LilithCould only read part of your post . . . thank you for posting Trigger . . . . I did get the jist of what you wrote and I hope your pain settles down for you soon. Hugs, SongBird
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Apr 28, 2006, 10:45 AM
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Oh Lilith, Sweet baby girl Marguritte, I am so sorry these bad things happened to you. I hope telling us helped a little. You are so strong and healing. gentle bumpies ))))) ))) L&M ((((((
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#12
Apr 28, 2006, 11:08 AM
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yes I agree.
We will keep you safe 
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