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Apr 27, 2006, 03:11 PM
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Me!
I am happy can’t you see Are these tears from the sea This smile I where for all to see Is from the hurt feel in side I am a fake I am a liar I am someone that no one knows Not even me I sit high on the steps So I can look down upon those who have done me wrong Marguritte was a little girl Her hair was full of curl She was a black as midnight That is what all had said about her She was not planned She was not wanted People wanted her to be aborted Mommy said no for the first time in her life It was difficult for her in my early life Everyday when I was younger I went to the house of horrors It had food, and kind people There was great love from my aunt and uncle It had fun, and good people too But deep inside it was full of danger The danger came in a boy named Steve Steve was bad from the day of his birth Mean, and nasty and so good looking Everyone knew he was bad but they never knew Just how bad He cut my face when I was just 2 months That is what they all said I have the scares upon my face I know it is true That is why I am so blue A therapist once told me it is not that bad I should just get it out of my head. No one can see them Don’t you worry But that is the only thing I see is my scare There is something bigger that he had did He made me holler and bleed red He promised me candy, he promised to be my friend But that never happened even at the end One day he promised that my other cousins wanted to be my friend I was so excited until then We played ball that day We watched tv We had dinner They said lets go upstairs and play I was 7 or 8 they were 16 and older And then it happened that awful day That started off being full of play The play got rough and my clothes got torn Dey put things in my mouth Dey put things ebery where dat dey cud Id was steve tomy mak I hd to lae down I hrt so bad I tuk toel frm da shelv and hld it clse da blod kept coming out Stev said the nest tim it wuld nt hrt But id did ebry tim
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Apr 27, 2006, 10:14 PM
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Lilith,
I'm sorry that that happened to you. There is so much hurt. I hope that telling your story helps you to heal. You didn't deserve to be used like that. Rap
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.” – John H. Groberg 
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Apr 27, 2006, 10:32 PM
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((((((((((((((((LILITH)))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry. kd
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