[emotionally_drained]

My young alter angel still lives in the abuse managed to upset alot of people on here and I'm not sure how to fix it or if anyone would believe it I wasn't aware of any of this she didn't lie everything she said was happening did happen at her age but its hard to exsplain

[Miswimmy1]

We're are only upset bc we are worried about you. U are in a hospital, yes? Is there anyone helping u deal with all of this? A counselor? A psychiatrist?

[emotionally_drained]

No I'm not angel was still in it everything she said was what happened when we were her age. I'm sorry maybe I leave

[Miswimmy1]

Please clarify. Who is angel?

[emotionally_drained]

Originally Posted by Miswimmy1

Please clarify. Who is angel?

Angel is one of my alters she came out after a few things twiggerd me I wasn't aware. O have a fee alters

[Miswimmy1]

What? What is an alter? Where are you really? And what is your situation? I am worried about you

[emotionally_drained]

Originally Posted by Miswimmy1

What? What is an alter? Where are you really? And what is your situation? I am worried about you

I inboxed u a alter is like several people living in u sometimes they come out for some reason

[sivyaleah]

Why are you still speaking in the alters language style? My understanding of this disorder is each personality has its own unique behaviors, speech, etc. Someone please correct me if I am wrong.

[pegasus]

Originally Posted by emotionally_drained

My young alter angel still lives in the abuse managed to upset alot of people on here and I'm not sure how to fix it or if anyone would believe it I wasn't aware of any of this she didn't lie everything she said was happening did happen at her age but its hard to exsplain

So your adult was aware that angel was reliving something? Do you know what the young alter was saying? Sorry for the questions but awareness usually only comes about through a great deal of therapy. You are welcome in this forum. Please be safe.

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by sivyaleah

Why are you still speaking in the alters language style? My understanding of this disorder is each personality has its own unique behaviors, speech, etc. Someone please correct me if I am wrong.

yes you are correct, here in NY / USA...with DID each alter has their own way of being, its own way of perceiving itself, those around them and the world at large, they have their own behaviors, speech patterns, clothing styles, memories, ... everything that makes up a persons personality of who they are right down to having their own jobs, purposes and reasons for being.. so much so that here in the USA there is a diagnostic criteria about this, and is the very first thing mental health treatment providers must look at when diagnosing someone with DID.

[emotionally_drained]

Originally Posted by pegasus

So your adult was aware that angel was reliving something? Do you know what the young alter was saying? Sorry for the questions but awareness usually only comes about through a great deal of therapy. You are welcome in this forum. Please be safe.

I
Wasn't aware at the time but read posts and yes now aware

[Luce]

Yes, this kind of behavior upsets people... probably more than you realise. 'More' as in this kind of behavior upsets people to a greater degree than you probably realise, and 'more' as in it is likely that far more people have been upset by your postings than you are aware of.

It upsets people for several reasons. Firstly, it is genuinely upsetting to be led to believe that someone - especially a minor - is in very real danger of ongoing abuse. Nobody wants children to be hurt, and when people know about it it is extremely upsetting to be powerless to stop it.

Secondly, it is equally upsetting to discover that you have been 'taken for a ride'. Nobody likes to be manipulated. Nobody likes to be somebody else's emotional play thing. When people feel manipulated, lied to, and used it generally makes them feel pretty hurt and angry.

I do believe you are in genuine emotional pain and you do need support and help to find your way through to the other side... this here just isn't the way to go about it. What you have been doing here may fill in the hours and get you immediate relief of some kind but it isn't going to change anything in the long run. The only way to do that is to find a therapist and do the hard work of therapy.

[emotionally_drained]

Originally Posted by Luce

Yes, this kind of behavior upsets people... probably more than you realise. 'More' as in this kind of behavior upsets people to a greater degree than you probably realise, and 'more' as in it is likely that far more people have been upset by your postings than you are aware of.

It upsets people for several reasons. Firstly, it is genuinely upsetting to be led to believe that someone - especially a minor - is in very real danger of ongoing abuse. Nobody wants children to be hurt, and when people know about it it is extremely upsetting to be powerless to stop it.

Secondly, it is equally upsetting to discover that you have been 'taken for a ride'. Nobody likes to be manipulated. Nobody likes to be somebody else's emotional play thing. When people feel manipulated, lied to, and used it generally makes them feel pretty hurt and angry.

I do believe you are in genuine emotional pain and you do need support and help to find your way through to the other side... this here just isn't the way to go about it. What you have been doing here may fill in the hours and get you immediate relief of some kind but it isn't going to change anything in the long run. The only way to do that is to find a therapist and do the hard work of therapy.

I do understand I do I can't even tell anyone what's really happening right now so that makes things worse I didn't know what she was saying at the time and I not long found out about all this besides fact I am down syndrome and have other mental illnesses plus this to deal with I'm confused and don't want to stay alive I don't know what I trying to say I am sorry and none of this is a excuse didn't mean upset anyone could have not said nothing and let everyone believe it but wanted be honest I we sorry

[Miswimmy1]

Originally Posted by emotionally_drained

I do understand I do I can't even tell anyone what's really happening right now so that makes things worse I didn't know what she was saying at the time and I not long found out about all this besides fact I am down syndrome and have other mental illnesses plus this to deal with I'm confused and don't want to stay alive I don't know what I trying to say I am sorry and none of this is a excuse didn't mean upset anyone could have not said nothing and let everyone believe it but wanted be honest I we sorry

you told me that you have a husband and a t. why dont you tell them all the things you are saying here? why are you pleading with the public, who can do nothing to really help you? it seems like you are in great emotional pain, and the only way to fix it is to talk to someone that can really help (t, psychiatrist, etc).