it's so hard right now.
want to do something to get rid of this awful feeling inside.
don't want to go in the hospital
trying to stay safe
trying not to hurt
trying not to throw-up
trying to
it's too hard
it's too hard
i'm writng as fast as my fingers go
i'm trying
if i slip then t will really want to get rid of me
maybe i should go away forever
just stay away
but the hurt still there.
won't stop either way.
in or out.
trying
trying

You're doing fine naomi.

I'm so incredibly proud of your efforts at staying safe.

I know it's hard. I know I know I know it's hard hard hard.

But let the pen be your weapon now.

There's no need to hurt yourself. You did nothing wrong.

Use that swift pen to get the hurt out.

Write the hurt down.

You don't have to share the hurt.

You don't have to read the hurt.

Just lift your pen and write.

Write and write and write some more. TELL someone the real truth of what happened.

It's not your fault. You did nothing wrong. Be as kind to you as you would be to me.

i wrote more on my other thread.
t thought my poems were good
she was a bit scared by them i think.
but i'm trying real hard.
its really hard

T might've been more concerned with your safety than scared of your poems.

I read the other poems. T is right. They are good.

You have an incredible way of expressing exactly how you're feeling.

Thank you for sharing, naomi.

You did good staying safe, kiddo.

[January]

((((((((( Naomi )))))))))))

All of us really care about you. I am so sorry you hurt so much.

Hugs,

Jan

yes so brave to post and reach out! Proud proud proud!