[possum220]

I saw my T today. On the way home I saw a fox that had been run over on the side of the road. Next thing that happens.......... the sound of cow comes out my mouth. I don't like it when things happen and my control is AWOL. I don't like surprises like that.

[notz]

I can just imagine not liking such a surprise! I've made cow sounds and others but always 'cause I wanted to. Should you call T??

Love you Possum

[possum220]

No dont feel like I can call T especially when he is on leave for two weeks back for one week then off for three months.

Pig grunts have also rocketed a while ago. It has unsettled me. Feel like there is nowhere to go. I don't mind making animal noises when it is voluntary, but when it isnt..........

Wish I could have a real life hug notz

there are mental issues and mental issues. its all boxed in and I can't find the words to express my ongoing frustrations with it all.

[notz]

Someday, if I ever make it there, you will have a real hug!

Could you call T anyway? There's no harm in trying, is there? Just see what happens. Please?

[possum220]

I did speak with a counsellor today. They said not to be too worried as it just sounded like a tic to them. I already have one or two of those so just another one to add to the list. I feel more settled about it.

Thanks notz