[pegasus]

[beadlady29]

beadies very sick.............................AGAIN!dagnabbit all!!!!!!!!
rite before nour trip of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
bah humbug!

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by pegasus

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[pegasus]

Hello ((( furrypaws )))

[complic8d]

I'm back..........I think.
Hi to everyone!

[shortandcute]

My daughter was in the st. patrick's day parade today, so that was fun; except while in the car, I was getting all kinds of anxiety attacks and it was making my son nervous (he was driving).
Before that I went to an AA meeting, but the whole time I felt like crawling out of my skin and into a hole.

[Meisjes]

Today was up then down. We've had a snow storm past 3 days so 2 days off work and Fri was off for some staff at my job so I've had an extra extra long weekend. Stayed in jammies most of the 2 days, spent some time here and at the sewing machine.....then.....my landlord stopped by and asked about Feb rent. He was really really nice about - very grateful for that. I was sure I'd paid it - in my mind I paid it so I've been thinking all this time it was paid. He says not to worry - we'll work it out. So into my papers, checkbook, bank statement - there's no record of it being paid. But there's still a bank statement coming in the next few days and that will be the final proof. If I did pay it whew! if not I'm out a couple hundred. oh well. I don't get paid for snow days and next week is spring break - don't get paid for that either. less than 1/2 a pay check end of next week. nuther ouch. maybe I'll burrow in the snow for a week. so far not too panicked, crunched numbers and can pay bills etc. will have to crunch a few more. no spring break trip for me. nuther oh well. lol

thats my scoop of poop. was a nice extra long weekend though.

[Meisjes]

Originally Posted by shortandcute

My daughter was in the st. patrick's day parade today, so that was fun; except while in the car, I was getting all kinds of anxiety attacks and it was making my son nervous (he was driving).
Before that I went to an AA meeting, but the whole time I felt like crawling out of my skin and into a hole.

you're the first person to use that "crawling out of my skin" phrase. I feel that way a lot some times. Not a fun feeling. I hope you have a good rest.

[beadlady29]

okay, so like beads has founds a nice apt. far herself and boo (service dog ) to live in adn we can even afford to live in it but theres a big hitch.........we has to come up with security deposti equal to first months rent which is $515.00.............we dont have it adn dunno where it is gonna come from no one to borrow it from like none of beads freinds have THAT kinda money dunno what we goign to do but have to come up with this deposit money before april 1st r wqe lose the apt. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr y does evrythign good havbe to be so friggin hard?? they wint ket us spread it out over a couple of months already asked.......athey want it up front....................grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and doubel grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrit took liek forever to find somethign we nlike that was in safe area that beads could afford we finally did adn now this sucks rotten stinky foo foo eggs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sounds like it's time for a FUND DRIVE at sikecentral!!!!!!!!...(ask Doc John to start one for yaaaaaa!!!!!!).....I'm in!!

...............................sparrow......

[Meisjes]

had a migraine through the night so was in no shape for work today....slept till after lunch and pain is mostly gone.....hoping that means it is going, going, gone. which will make for a better rest of the day.

[beadlady29]

((((((((((((Sparrow))))))))))))))What a wonderful idea...........we sent Docjohn a pm and asked iffen that would be possibel............
Meisjes we hope u stay feelign gooder!!!!
beads

[pegasus]

Hello all!

[beadlady29]

so like we asked landlady iffen we could move in a few dqys mabe even a week later she said that be okay............we sent in application far funds drive .........just waiting to hear now...........

.....good luck Beads....good luck

[WePow]

I am still here :-) So are my alters! We are learning and growing together inside. Secrets are being shared with eachother. We are all finding out how much the other alters helped us make it. That gives us respect for everyone inside. Healing takes work, but it is worth the effort.

[beadlady29]

((((((((((((((((((((WePow))))))))))))))))))))))
b eads is like really happy for u! sounds like u doing great work........be proud of urself for sure! and keep up the good work............we hope we get as far alogn as u are someday..............

just a update,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,funds drive has beened approved..........wowie! beads like pinching herself to see iffen it real r not! Thank u PC! beadies love u all! u like gooder freidns to us then any IRL seriously................u mean so much and have supported us thru so much..................dunno what would do w/out ye all!!!!!! hugs and ice cream far evryoen!!!!
mary sue

life is awful miserable had bad fight with mom counselor got thrown out of safe house,mom counselor say she might be done with us,we not see her for 2 weeks supposed to have gone monday but today her husband pass away so we not know when we see her again mentor rejected us-why bother trying anymore?

[beadlady29]

"Y try anymore?"
not for your counselor mom, or your mentor, or anyone else,,,,,,,
But For Yourself!!!!!
To be the best person that u can be............just for u..............it does not matter what others think.............what matters is what u think!
If u can get up and do your best every day, then you are successful, no matter what happens in your life.
Hope this makes sense and helps some,
our best and warm regards,
Mary Sue and all of us beadies

[monarch_butterfly]

Just wanted everyone to know I'm still here. I had minor surgery last week. And I've been getting rid of the anestetic as they gave me a lot. And then I've had OT two days in a row! I have therapy tomorrow so am hoping to have more time to read and update then too. I moss everyone! Hope all had an ok Easter werkend. Hugs.

[beadlady29]

Thank u so much far th update, beads was a wonderin y we had not seed u around far awhile........glad to hear that u come thru ur surgery okay!!!!!
hang in their,,,,one day at a time it wil get gooder!!!!

[avlady]

Good luck beads, I just finished a bunch of prayers for you like I do every day.

[pegasus]

[Ash0198]

never posted in this thread (i think thats what u call it)....but hi all
still struggling to find a job and work out what i will study and how, since dropping out of uni a few weeks ago....things are just bloody frustrating atm...but im sure they will get better

[pegasus]