it happens so fast...

and I'm not sure what causes it. I can be falling apart in one minute, and then everything is zen the next. but I'm aware and connected to the outside world, only not falling apart. the wall goes up, and everything is ok. i'm detached from everything. i still want to lose it, but it's not emotional, just in action...

here where I am located (new York which is in the USA) this is called by many different things and treated according to what its called....

example...

in me sometimes this is called sleep deprivation. my treatment providers and I find ways for me to feel better by finding ways in which I can get some much needed sleep.

other times in me this is called anxiety. my treatment providers usually put me on anti depressants/anti anxiety meds and that helps me to feel better. right now Im on herbal meds that help.

another thing this is called in me is depersonalization/derealization.. when this happens my treatment providers have me using grounding and antianxiety meds/herbal meds that help..

my suggestion..if this continues to bother you, contact your treatment providers they can help you discover what is triggering this reaction in you and help you to feel better..