[picklewheeze]

hey,

super nervous and stressed.. but just wanted to say hey..

I've been a member of this forum for quite a while now, actually a really long while I think but haven't really had any guts to post anywhere.

erm, so I've probably known deep down we fitted her for a while.. just, you know :/

so I suppose I'm the body host.. I think.. as I carry the birth name, but I don't really have much to do with my life really.. at all.

I have communication with one other, Katie, who's 8.. she speaks to me a lot and takes over a lot which can be quite hard.. other than that its just black. She's sitting with me now which is making it super hard to write properly

erm, I'm not sure if I should be doing this or not.. nervous

I know of others, through things, I just can't face them at all. I only relaly know names and ages.. but they often mean nothing to me people have left me notes and stuff but I tend to just totally freak out and then they're gone I can't even describe, sorry. My girlfriend.. she knows a lot. She fills me in on a lot and helps me massively.

That's all I can really say for now, sorry.

Thank you to anyone who reads and sorry if this doesn't make much sense, not really too sure what to say just wanted to finally say something.

[avlady]

That's nice, my name is Katie too-see someone has something in common with you already. I'm 52 years old getting up there in age and trying to get all my docs appointments written down and sorted out. I have to go to a EEG test net month for the electrodes to be hooked up to my head so they can figure whats wrong as i've been having seizures. Well it's nice to know you-katie, have a nice night -i know i can't sleep tonight just passing the time here as i enjoy this site and i hope you will too!!!

i've seen you post in here before, i think (yeah, i have!)

anyway... welcome.

[picklewheeze]

Hey thanks for the replies,

I actually recognise both of your names.. I think we might have posted in the survivors forum, but I'm not sure we've ever been brave enough to post here. But thank you for your welcomes

Katie, I hope they can get to the bottom of your seizures No fun.

PW

hey,
nah, you did post in here.... or at least, it wouldn't be the survivor's section... i don't think i've ever posted their.

how are you doing today?

(and thanks for that message you sent me!. thoughtful)

[picklewheeze]

I have searched back and found them now, don't remember writing them though tbh! but my memory is beyond a joke so yeah!

I'm okay thank you, just a bit shaken up and tired but okay! I've ranted to you ina message lol and don't want to double up on the conversation cause my head will go bang lol!

Its okay, thanks for replying

Originally Posted by picklewheeze

I have searched back and found them now, don't remember writing them though tbh! but my memory is beyond a joke so yeah!

I'm okay thank you, just a bit shaken up and tired but okay! I've ranted to you ina message lol and don't want to double up on the conversation cause my head will go bang lol!

Its okay, thanks for replying

you think your memory's bad, mine's not exactly good.... in fact 9 times out of 10 i'm pretty sure i don't have one.