hurt

i hate not being abil to fit in. some time i feel like i never will. i try just to be me. it hurts when i cant talk to others about evrey day stuff. im afraid to say any thing. i dont want to say sad stuff to much. its to deperessing. i wish i could be normal. i dont like what adults do. i seem to see life difrent . i dont understan why they do some stuff. it makes me real sad. ill be ok thou. i nead to think of what things i like now utill it passes. today i got to work in art room and draw. it was fun. i hop i can sleep now and go to bed soon. see you later. hope you all are doing well.

benny

We are here if you ever need to talk........................about anything you want.........................

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<font color="purple"> Benny,



Hugs if okay.
Sorry you're having a rough time right now. I hope you did get to sleep. I know it's 12 hours since you posted and hopefully you got some sleep in that time. Adult stuff sometimes doesn't even make sense to adults! Much less the kids!

take care,
cat
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(((((((((((((Benny)))))))))))))))

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thanks guys

i think one of my inner kids misses her mommy. it's been a couple weeks since our last visit. i've also been very sick. i'm sure that made her feel even worse.

feeling much better. doc. found a alcerated esophagis, and a bile duct stuck open. it sure was a bumber christmas. when everyone else was eating prime rib, i was in the bathroom throwing up.

sorry about the double post. i don't have any idea why she would do that. it really freaked me out reading them earlier.
i least now i know what happened, and what to do to help her. you guys have really helped me out!