[Bug17]

Depressed and lonely today. Slept a lot. I have a cold so that's not helping. Too tired to go get a decongestant and cough suppressant. Tried to call a crisis line and turned out it was for 30 and under. Called another one and person was friendly but not helpful. I haven't wanted to call one of those lines in years....now I know why. I don't have any support. Maybe I do, I don't really know what that means. Is there an article about it? How do I explain to someone what being a support person entails? If I don't know.....how would they?

Originally Posted by Bug17

Depressed and lonely today. Slept a lot. I have a cold so that's not helping. Too tired to go get a decongestant and cough suppressant. Tried to call a crisis line and turned out it was for 30 and under. Called another one and person was friendly but not helpful. I haven't wanted to call one of those lines in years....now I know why. I don't have any support. Maybe I do, I don't really know what that means. Is there an article about it? How do I explain to someone what being a support person entails? If I don't know.....how would they?

i can totally relate to the depression today.

was sitting on my bed earlier and it felt like being in a vortex of thoughts.

i hear ya.

hugs

[Bug17]

Today was better...better than any day last week. The battery on my car died yesterday but I took it in stride and a friend came and jumped my car so I could get home. Handled the group therapy better, it helps to sit by the door.

I hate it when that flood of thoughts interferes...couldn't there be some good ones in my head? Hope it got better for you.

[kaliope]

My suicidal alter give a piece to the puzzle as to why am so weird in t today. Now I know why I am aGoraphobic-that's Lucia and why I get so anxious connecting to people-that's Maggie. Now if I only knew what to do about it.

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rough few days.

spent a lot of yesterday being anxious over a flight to greace (which didn't exist), but did all the preparation for it anyway,, then after finnishing cathy glass's book- will you love me, loads of emotions came to the surface which are hard to deal with. i've been thinking about starting a thread on it but not sure i'm ready yet

today just feeling depressed and sad

things here were crazy last night (in terms of stability)

today feeling a mixture of depressed, dis connected, and confused.

i've been going about my day as if it was some random sunday in december. i only just realised we're actually in january and it's not sunday?

hmm.... yeah. odd

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

things here were crazy last night (in terms of stability)

today feeling a mixture of depressed, dis connected, and confused.

i've been going about my day as if it was some random sunday in december. i only just realised we're actually in january and it's not sunday?

hmm.... yeah. odd

I have a hard time telling what day or month it is, too. Everyone forgets what year it is.

[heavenlyhotharley]

I'm doing okay today. Checking out these forums, etc. I want to write some on a short story I'm trying to work on and give my littles some time to play. I let them play for two hours yesterday and they had a blast. It's cold and gray here and I hate being in this apartment without another body around. - Harley

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

I have a hard time telling what day or month it is, too. Everyone forgets what year it is.

i don't really care about it anymore.

each day is just as depressing as the last so does it honestly matter what day it is, what time it is, hell does it even matter that i'm posting this?

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

i don't really care about it anymore.

each day is just as depressing as the last so does it honestly matter what day it is, what time it is, hell does it even matter that i'm posting this?

It's only necessary to see what's on TV tonight!

[StillIRise]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

i don't really care about it anymore.


each day is just as depressing as the last so does it honestly matter what day it is, what time it is, hell does it even matter that i'm posting this?

This sums up how I feel. Sorry you feel the same

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

It's only necessary to see what's on TV tonight!

did you get to watch what ever programme you wanted to see?

(or at least i asumed that's what you meant in your message)

Originally Posted by StillIRise

This sums up how I feel. Sorry you feel the same

looks like we're all in this together.

and that's a good thing

i've been feeling trapped in a sceen from groundhog day.

simply meaning, that every day for the past while i've felt the same. no better, no worse

and i've been feeling pretty bad

[StillIRise]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

i've been feeling trapped in a sceen from groundhog day.


simply meaning, that every day for the past while i've felt the same. no better, no worse


and i've been feeling pretty bad

Sorry you're not feeling so great. I know what you mean re: Groundhog Day, when I was on the psych ward, that's exactly how I felt day after day.

I'm sorry y'all been feeling that way. We're all doing okay here. Getting my bipolar meds tweaked has changed my days for the better. We're not caught up in some delusional hysteria. We have been dying to get back to work because we have been off a month, the workers are getting restless, lol.

[ChildlikeEmpress]

I haven't been around for a little while... but it's good to check in. Going to see a new psychiatrist in a couple of weeks -- I have a T but I've never been to a psychiatrist before so I'm a little nervous. My biggest issue is the dissociation so I'm not sure what they can do for me.

my day's been okay.

hardly the best day of my life (far from it), but managed

Since my med adjustment, I'm going to be quite the bore till the meds quit again.

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Since my med adjustment, I'm going to be quite the bore till the meds quit again.

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set

what song is that from?

or is it from something else

[Miako]

I was discharged from my therapist last Friday because I'd reached my 12 session limit (That's just how it works in my area of the UK). I'm not handling it well. Feeling lost and unable to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Just wish the next therapist's waiting list isn't 3 months like the last one!

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set

what song is that from?

or is it from something else

"I was Born This Way" by Lady Gaga. She celebrated change and differences. Its like my anthem.

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

"I was Born This Way" by Lady Gaga. She celebrated change and differences. Its like my anthem.

i am now totally embarrassed

i've listened to that song loads of times but never knew those words in it

it's a good anthem to have. a very strong message

I'm not stabile this morning. To many changes and moods out of wack. Sometimes it sucks to be me.

[kaliope]

my t had me go within and ask how many alters there were when i brought up a new possible one this morning named kaitlyn. she said there were 16. i found this ridiculous. t said not to judge. she asked if they would write down their names and ages and gave me some paper. it was mainly the ones we knew of but the name george came up and the age 17, but then i got very overwhelmed when this light came forth with this little child with this very sad energy. her name was minnie and she was 2.