When I get into a fist fight, an other tries to take over, all of a sudden we don't feel like fighting in the middle of it....then I'm stepped back watching us get hit.

Then an other is running our mouth provoking stuff even more, then I'm back jumping in then some other wants to quit and run....

Then I find myself backing away wanting to get back into it, then we're driving away.

Wtf? This stops us from doing much of anything because we are so effed up in the head that were so mentally distracted that it's scary and we have zero chance of winning.

UGGGGH!

You see how they are. Always wanting to hurt somebody, like fighting is the answer to everything. -_-

[ManOfConstantSorrow]

You are right of course, fighting is unlikely to be the answer. I hope you can find another way.

You know, this actually applies to how things is in every thing that we do. It's very tiring, stressful, and can be confusing.

Sometimes the one hosting the situation can push through everyone else taking control of the system, but now we are struggling both inside and out.

I wonder what the mortality rate and age is for those affected, and if high blood pressure or heart attacks is the leading end factor.

Steven: It's all about confrontation: verbal or physical.

Our littles are scared of the big bad man.

Their emotions are so strong that it affects our ego which makes it harder to handle real world instances, so we are perceived as weak and ineffectual when we really are not.

Their fear is overwhelming enough to that it makes us physically ill and anxious so much that we have to get away. It's frustrating not being able to stand up but be regarded as wimpy.

When we do though, it's an inner struggle as well as an outer one. Being a multiple sucks.

[Shaly78]

A decision to fight is just that make that decision and do it...I can't imagine how much you will be fighting that type of switch....I think it is possible to lose yourself even as a multiple! Has this been your style doing over the years has this been you....It is kind of hard to just make yourselves that or a few alters...It takes work, but at the same time you gotta be cold and callus and do it even if just verbal! Your not graded on how stylish or how much your words impact or how your punches land....When you return how much you remember isn't probably that much....I subscribe to being mostly proper multiple, although the last few years has caused me to bring forth those and fight or I was going to get swallowed whole for lack of better term....I got so much hate and envy that I had no choice or it was totalwhimpcity.com for us....It got like that for me cause I had NO ONE! I was totally alone, you will be amazed.