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I been gettin mad and sad. I wanna go back in time and make all the wrong things right. Then i wont be all messed up. Then i can have a regular life and be a regular person. Its hard livin in the real world. I wanna live in the pretend one where i can go back in time and make it ok. I know i cant go back in time. I know life aint fair.
I know im safe and ok now. I know to how im a kid livin in a adult. Its true and i dont like it. Them other ones in here with me they say its ok and i can do stuff cuz im safe. I know im lucky cuz i got some lady who say she would take me to play ski ball. I dont want no ski ball. That makkes me mad to. Its like wow i got a bad life that made me like this but here have some tickets to get a stupid eraser. Then i think how ungreatful i am. Thats bad to do. Its hard bein a kid in a adult. What do i do with this? I cant live this life it aint mine. Then them others with me they say it is to my life. I didnt grow up. I didnt have no kids. I didnt do none of this. But im here. It aint fair. Life aint fair. I wanna quit bein ungreatful and bad so i come here to let it out. Thx
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Sorry got rid of hug. This iphone screen is teeny tiny and couldn't get your sig on it.
No problem there. Feel free to show and vent. Trust me you aren't the first. Or are you the last. We've fired up these pages ourselves a time or two, so has everyone else. |
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I hear you. It doesn't feel fair.
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We're sorry you feel that way. We're pretty parental and we'd like to think that we're happy that your alts are there to make you feel safe though.
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what would i do with a normal life
i don't know traveling in to the future would be nice to a time we were okay and we were at least content but where is that, when is that. does it exist at all |
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Thx everybody for bein nice to me
![]() I feel bad when i start bein ungreatful like that. I know its ok but i dont like it. I get so mad and sad is all. Im tryin to do right things with my mad and sad and not keepin it inside. Thats hard not keepin it in but i know i gotta let it out to. Thx for lettin me and bein nice to me.
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no hugs or prayers pls n thx ![]() (dx list: DID/PTSD, ASD, GAD, OCD, LMNOP) |
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