[elevatedsoul]

are numbers triggering to you
why i don't like to look at the clock
yet i have to inorder to keep up some what with the date...

[lucidity11]

Which one of your alters doesn't like numbers? Or is it the original who doesn't like numbers?

[elevatedsoul]

i dunno...
probably original...

i just feel panic sometimes, and then i think.. time is running out... and i realize how much time has pass... but i see this, 1:11, 3:33, 11:11, 2:22, ect ect... it never fails, i dont look at clock much.. but when i do i see these... i dont like talking about it much because it make me sound crazy...

[elevatedsoul]

[mindwrench]

Originally Posted by elevatedsoul

i dunno...
probably original...

i just feel panic sometimes, and then i think.. time is running out... and i realize how much time has pass... but i see this, 1:11, 3:33, 11:11, 2:22, ect ect... it never fails, i dont look at clock much.. but when i do i see these... i dont like talking about it much because it make me sound crazy...

It doesn't sound crazy, this happens to me every day. I have seen 1111 in every place it can be displayed at one time or another, but usually when i check the time. I used to listen to coasttocoast am radio a lot, and they often had guests who described the phenomena of 1111 turning up in your daily activities. It had something to do with synchronicity.

it's weird you post this, because usually I'm okay with numbers- but in the last week or so when i've been checking the time, it's 11 minits past 12, 11 minits past 1, 11 minits past 2, etc. I seem to be seeing a lot of 11's

honestly I don't think much of it. it's just a number, right?

(though now you've posted what you did I may have to have a look)

[Luce]

That link has a pop up on it that wants you to give it money. So they can give you all the secrets to your soul. because that Sarah person knows you and what you need.
Not. I don't think seeing those numbers everywhere means anything other than you have a heightened awareness to them because you're read about them so whenever you see them your brain goes Ping! And then you file it in memory and gather a collection of pings until you believe it really is a thing. Its just the same way advertising works. Which is exactly what that lady is doing so people will give her money for her amazing insights into your life!

Originally Posted by Luce

That link has a pop up on it that wants you to give it money. So they can give you all the secrets to your soul. because that Sarah person knows you and what you need.
Not. I don't think seeing those numbers everywhere means anything other than you have a heightened awareness to them because you're read about them so whenever you see them your brain goes Ping! And then you file it in memory and gather a collection of pings until you believe it really is a thing. Its just the same way advertising works. Which is exactly what that lady is doing so people will give her money for her amazing insights into your life!

if that site is indeed an advertisement, then shouldn't it be reported?

[elevatedsoul]

maybe because i was manipulated and indoctrinated using some various informations...



i just dont like time very much... time is one of them things..

i know many...

[elevatedsoul]

moments like these... i cant think of anything to say...

[Luce]

Originally Posted by elevatedsoul

maybe because i was manipulated and indoctrinated using some various informations...



i just dont like time very much... time is one of them things..

i know many...

Do you think you might have been indoctrinated into ? something? using numbers? Do you have any idea what it might be?
The previous comment of hours was about an internet meme going around not long ago about people seeing the those numbers and times frequently and about some people saying there was a 'divine meaning' attributed to it. But it turns out it was just people selling stuff.
Not saying that it *your* experience, but seeing those numbers was linked to that website / advertiser.

ETA... lolling at my Freudian slip up there... the previous comment of 'hours'.

[Luce]

Originally Posted by elevatedsoul

i just dont like time very much... time is one of them things..

I hear you on that one. Time keeps on slippin slippin slippin.... into the future...

[elevatedsoul]

oh yeah, i read about the universe sending messages and stuff too.. i actually read a pretty wide variety of subjects

you didn't say anything wrong, im just having a hard time focusing

there were a few years where a guy leading a group of people would talk to me, we had a purpose, a meaning, but i dont really wanna talk about it... it wasn't really sinister, but just far out there i guess... it had a lot to do with spiritual awakening and synchronization and stuff like that..

its no big deal, i guess when you are so lost outsiders try to pick you up...

im just struggling.. feels like time is running out... the final conclusion, the decision, the judgement, that feeling, draws near... i hope that i have done ok.. i guess its scary because i've never had so much momentum before, perhaps...
but i cant stop it now, i need a life, my life, back; can't give up...

time does keep on slippin, that is for sure...
im really starting to get disturbed and disorientated... getting much worse


reminders... reminders everywhere... what would i do with out you reminding me

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sorry.. im really mixed up right now...