[lucidity11]

My t spoke to my son today because yesterday my son and I had a very angry argument and I was still upset. My son told my t that I mentioned suicide and that I have a bad memory. He also said I make stuff up and lie about stuff he says. My t asked me if I have Munchhausen syndrome. How the fk did we get there. Sometimes I think she is an *** hole. My son recently was picked up by the police because he was running toward main street in his underwear at 2am screaming out profanity and challenging people to kill him. He was in a psychotic state. Why the fk would she believe any fking thing he was saying

[lucidity11]

Originally Posted by lucidity11

My t spoke to my son today because yesterday my son and I had a very angry argument and I was still upset. My son told my t that I mentioned suicide and that I have a bad memory. He also said I make stuff up and lie about stuff he says. My t asked me if I have Munchhausen syndrome. How the fk did we get there. Sometimes I think she is an *** hole. My son recently was picked up by the police because he was running toward main street in his underwear at 2am screaming out profanity and challenging people to kill him. He was in a psychotic state. Why the fk would she believe any fking thing he was saying

Sorry for the language. I was not myself when I wrote this. I don't know what is happening to me. I am trying to get it together but it's not happening. My son actually gave me some good advice while we were arguing. I don't even remember how it started. Now all I want to do is disappear run away move to another state but how will that help me. I don't always think my t knows what she is doing but she is the only one who works with DID. And I don't want to have to go through it all with a new t. I am exhausted, sad about my argument with my son and have no idea how to move forward. I switch so much I half the time I don't know what day it is or what I am supposed to be doing. I just need it all to slow down.

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[Luce]

Have you been working with this T for a while? Does she have a plan of how to help you? Like.... working with internal communication / grounding skills anything like that?

[lucidity11]

Originally Posted by Luce

Have you been working with this T for a while? Does she have a plan of how to help you? Like.... working with internal communication / grounding skills anything like that?

I have been working with her for years. In the beginning she did all that and working on grounding skills has helped me greatly. That is when I remember I have that skill. My system has very strict rules about conduct. I think they were put in place so we could live in the world like other people and not be seen. We don't have a core self right now so each time I go to session it's anybodies guess who shows up. I think my t is getting frustrated with the lack of progression. I don't think she realizes that just knowing that I am not insane has helped me greatly. She doesn't approach therapy in a problem solving way so that is difficult for me. I would think if you have one subject that seems to be an issue she would discuss it each session until I had some sort of reaction. I think if she did that than the same part would show up and they might be able to develop a more trusting relationship. But she doesn't do it that way. Each week it's what ever part shows up talks about what they want and we get nowhere.