[Michael W. Harris]

I am crazy as a Bat! I joined this site and I have been here before but I am not sure when? I wanted some communication with people who had experienced things like I have!!! Unfortunately for me, it is not helping me. I am still alone. No help! No understanding! I just seem to piss people off. I don't mean to do that deliberately. Just an emotional feeling.

[TrailRunner14]

Your thoughts and replay to threads that I've read have been very connecting and helpful for me.

I think that sometimes it's hard, when we are in a hard place to feel that we are heard. That's just my feeling.

Sometimes it's hard for me to put words to my thought. You are not alone and it's ok.

I'm in a hard place myself right now and I don't have words to reach out. I feel very isolated myself, but I want you to know I hear you.

[Luce]

I am sorry you feel so isolated and alone MWH. I don't get pissed off by your posts, but I sometimes feel intimidated by what I perceive to be anger in your posts. That stops me from responding.
It is a human need to feel accepted, heard and validated. For what its worth I do believe and understand that your experiences in toddlerhood caused your dissociative disorder.

[L.P.]

You didnt make me mad neither. I remember you ppicture to and it makes me smile. I like that picture lots.

I hope you end up gettin the help and understanding you wantin n needin here. You deserve that. If i see you here ill sure try to help n understand if thats ok cuz im a kid n all n sometimes i sure dont know if im helpin or understandin at all. But ill try.

NiKKi

Originally Posted by Michael W. Harris

I am crazy as a Bat! I joined this site and I have been here before but I am not sure when? I wanted some communication with people who had experienced things like I have!!! Unfortunately for me, it is not helping me. I am still alone. No help! No understanding! I just seem to piss people off. I don't mean to do that deliberately. Just an emotional feeling.

No pissing me off here! I really don't understand as to how you came to that conclusion out of everything that I did read that you posted and commented on....seems find to me.

Truth be known, the level and support I really crave/need will never be here in my location- family, friends, peers....and treatment. I'm alone where the real support should be. Lets just say I'm laughed at here.

At least online I have company based on a mutual specific condition that we can identify with. To me....I find comfort and support in knowing that I'm not alone in my brand of crazy, that this is for real, and that there are others like me. That's as good as it'll get I suppose which works for me, just saying.

We all have the same kinds of symptoms...but different experiences that go with them just as we have different lives. Take missing memories/time....most has missing memories/time...but the experiences are going to be different...but they are relatable.

I guess only you know what you need....not trying to do whatever it is I'm doing...?

You are not alone in this on here....we all suffer the same.

Originally Posted by Michael W. Harris

I am crazy as a Bat! I joined this site and I have been here before but I am not sure when? I wanted some communication with people who had experienced things like I have!!! Unfortunately for me, it is not helping me. I am still alone. No help! No understanding! I just seem to piss people off. I don't mean to do that deliberately. Just an emotional feeling.

I'm sorry you feel that way and I'm sorry you don't feel you're understood.

You haven't pissed me off,but I will admit I feel unsure about responding to you as I have before because I am afraid I will upset you or what I say will be misinterpreted and I don't want to take that chance.

I think we all can feel insecure and misunderstood at times,I know I sure do.Most of the time I feel like everything I say is really stupid or doesn't make sense or will offend someone and I'm afraid to post but I try to anyway.

Keep reaching out,you really are not alone here.