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Old Jun 21, 2017, 12:48 AM
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Denial comes in and crushes any truth that wants to be heard.

That's what it's like for me.

I don't like denial.

It is a part of me though, so I guess I have to hear it. Welcome it. Comfort it. ???

Not really feeling good with that right now.

I know that all the parts of me have a purpose but denial is not a comfortable or welcomed part. Right now.

Maybe I'm seeing it wrong. ?

Maybe I don't understand it. ?

I just know it doesn't feel good and it's causing much confusion internally.

Compliance actually talked last night.

Much truth with questions that were honest and heart felt.

Denial is coming in strong to try and shut her down.

This is wearing and straining.

What is the truth? What is real?

There is no safety here. No one to talk to, to make sense of it.

It is a journey. Right?

It will be ok.

It's just a moment.

Thank you for hearing me!
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Old Jun 21, 2017, 02:01 AM
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I struggle fiercely with denial too. My therapist tells me the emotional truth and the emotional reality are what truly is real.
I wonder why it is so necessary for all of you to feel and experience denial right now... Maybe you need a touched on something very painful? Maybe you need a break?
Thanks for this!
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Old Jun 22, 2017, 11:48 PM
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I struggle fiercely with denial too. My therapist tells me the emotional truth and the emotional reality are what truly is real.
I wonder why it is so necessary for all of you to feel and experience denial right now... Maybe you need a touched on something very painful? Maybe you need a break?


Thank you for hearing me.

Denial is a beast that has no mercy.

I posted this thread when I was not in a good place.

I went back today and wanted to take it away but I couldn't.

I don't think I have the choice of taking a break. Since this started it has had a destination. There doesn't seem to be a derailment option. It feels like I have to go with it and see it through.

I'm working through it and I pray it let's me go.

Thank you again for hearing me.
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