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![]() LadyShadow, seeker33, Skeezyks, toomanycats
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What is it that is scaring you? I'm quite familiar with fear. Maybe I can help.
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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What I am, what is happening to me; scares me..
I try and try to explain things, but no one understands... I've stopped trying Just wish I could get rid of this memory problem. . Then maybe I can be ok Just trying to learn to cope, but my mind is evil... broken.. I heard a voice last night, it was out of the blue and weirded me out so I didn't put thought into it and just went to sleep..
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I just want rest, just want to sleep forever, don't wanna go back to that job.. maybe it's too much.. maybe I'm pushing myself too. Hard...
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Ggsghsudbb . Hrueicueh
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****ing thing deleted 3 of my posts saying token expired, argh
I just need know if I need or should tell boss something because of my memory and symptoms. I don't remember yesterday very well and I'm having a hard time now I'm probably going to get fired
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No,don't tell your boss.If he/she hasn't said anything to you,hasn't talked to you about it,hasn't disciplined you for anything,then you obviously are doing much better than you tell yourself you are.Don't mess thingsup for yourself.
I have a question for you.Do you think coming to this site and reading posts impacts you in any way?Do you think it's possible it may have a negative influence on you? You weren't here for awhile and when you came back you sounded so different,so much better,so hopeful,etc.But now I notice your posting is starting to go back to that same old stuff that you do,heading towards a downward spiral,being so negative and bleak. Don't do this to yourself again,please. |
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No.. I just fake being ok a lot I think
Detached..? I've been really disconnected lately. I'm just doing what I have to do.. but I don't seem to know my feelings or needs or wants and I just feed off other people I guess thinking this is normal I need to do it I'm just really tired... not used to being busy all the time... Used to taking my time with things since I have a hard time thinking clear..
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Just keep on trying and doing the best you can,that's all you CAN do.
I have faith in you,I'm here in your corner,rooting for you. I just genuinely want to see you do well.I may not know you in real life but I truly do care. |
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