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Old Feb 14, 2018, 06:39 PM
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Old Feb 14, 2018, 07:57 PM
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What is it that is scaring you? I'm quite familiar with fear. Maybe I can help.
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Old Feb 14, 2018, 08:37 PM
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Old Feb 14, 2018, 08:59 PM
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What I am, what is happening to me; scares me..

I try and try to explain things, but no one understands...
I've stopped trying
Just wish I could get rid of this memory problem.
. Then maybe I can be ok

Just trying to learn to cope, but my mind is evil... broken..

I heard a voice last night, it was out of the blue and weirded me out so I didn't put thought into it and just went to sleep..
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Old Feb 14, 2018, 09:02 PM
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I just want rest, just want to sleep forever, don't wanna go back to that job.. maybe it's too much.. maybe I'm pushing myself too. Hard...
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Old Feb 15, 2018, 05:59 AM
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Old Feb 15, 2018, 06:00 AM
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****ing thing deleted 3 of my posts saying token expired, argh

I just need know if I need or should tell boss something because of my memory and symptoms.
I don't remember yesterday very well and I'm having a hard time now

I'm probably going to get fired
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Old Feb 15, 2018, 09:36 AM
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No,don't tell your boss.If he/she hasn't said anything to you,hasn't talked to you about it,hasn't disciplined you for anything,then you obviously are doing much better than you tell yourself you are.Don't mess thingsup for yourself.

I have a question for you.Do you think coming to this site and reading posts impacts you in any way?Do you think it's possible it may have a negative influence on you?

You weren't here for awhile and when you came back you sounded so different,so much better,so hopeful,etc.But now I notice your posting is starting to go back to that same old stuff that you do,heading towards a downward spiral,being so negative and bleak.

Don't do this to yourself again,please.
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Old Feb 16, 2018, 05:55 AM
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No.. I just fake being ok a lot I think
Detached..? I've been really disconnected lately.

I'm just doing what I have to do.. but I don't seem to know my feelings or needs or wants and I just feed off other people I guess thinking this is normal I need to do it

I'm just really tired... not used to being busy all the time...
Used to taking my time with things since I have a hard time thinking clear..
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Old Feb 16, 2018, 09:38 AM
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Just keep on trying and doing the best you can,that's all you CAN do.

I have faith in you,I'm here in your corner,rooting for you.

I just genuinely want to see you do well.I may not know you in real life but I truly do care.
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