Being co-conscious..

Why are we so connected? Can it be life experiences? Our face time being overlapped and each all being abused? Or we just are? Maybe we got to be our own confronter? Or as a matter of survival we needed to interact being alone since birth?

Or I’m just super duper psychotica?- is that a diagnosis?

What makes a person co-conscious?

We worked at being co-conscious at 15 eons ago...it took years of finally connecting...when we awoke to each other....and lived a lifetime in co-op without realizing it. Yes?

It was silent and lonely with a random comment here and there....then I saw me doing things that I don’t do...then I knew that something wasn’t right...then there was missing memories....lost time....I spent years searching for a proper scientific possibility...then an attempt to a psych breakthrough...then found the Others....”hello”....

I think by the time we were 17....we had open lines of communication but limited....but over the years through unknowing co-op....we honed our communicative skills.

Can this be a building of neurons between parts? Has to be for how else can parts connect?

Your posts almost make it sound like you don't think co-consciousness is a good thing(or am I taking it wrong?).I spent lots of money and years in therapy to get to that point.It made everything run smoother for me instead of not having a clue what was going on and having time loss.I don't know the scientific explanation of it but you should consider yourself lucky for it.

wow great idea and question.....

just an odd thought on my alters and this idea yo have of building neurons between parts.....

if my brain was able to build neurons between all my alters then I would probably be in the great hall of records for having all neurons and space for things like the brain storing memories, sensations, or all that my brain does. i probably would not have a dissociative problem because i would have all the neurons i needed to multi task on such great levels that the trauma i endured would not have phased me at all, would not have traumatized me at all.

what I could do with the equivelent of 100 billion neurons per alter..... the thought is just astronomical to me.... the human brain has 100 billion neurons at any given time then multiply that by number of alters in my system.... i think I would need a brain the mass of earth to hold all those 1000 or more neurons. which then gets me thinking about what human beings would evolve to looking like if their brains had this kind of capabilities to house that many active neurons at the same time......

I wouldnt need alters because the billions and billions of neuros would enable me to do what I couldnt and why I needed the alters to begin with....

so if my alters didnt connect through developing the physical... (neurons) how did we all connect.... Im guessing just like normal people who learned how to talk, walk, do things.

Alwayschanging your posts amaze me...

Idk...inquiring minds want to know...

I think coconsciousness is a good thing. I am not so sure you have as much coconsciousness as you think you do, going by your posts! Downsides of coconsciousness... when the conflict is great I think it is harder to bear. Going back and forth between opposing ideas is stressful.
But then "unknowing" is stressful too.

Idk, it’s complicated.

Our memory is craps. We can talk and work on the present everyone pitching ideas or warnings in time with life.....and the memory stays with the one that experiences them....

It’s like everyone is looking over your shoulder.

Yes, when your stressed and everyone is yelling and freaked....it causes hard dissociation- then I pay no attention to what’s going on in head.

Always a constant stream of instruction and direction coming from the back like I‘m just a puppet.

But sharing the same mind at the same time- to sense, understand and see what another sees as if you were them...is that even possible?

The best that I can describe my co-con is like taking the t.v. Remote and channel surf...quickly and then slowly. Sometimes the signals strong and sometimes a mish Mash Of quick ideas.

We never get deep, but surface like...like in a class room.

All I hear is words, no intent...

When it is most necessary....we work together to save our collective assess....but we stick to our approved schedule.

The most that I get out of it is like posting on here....it feels about the same truth be told. You comment and no response...then you feel judgement...then a comment from no where....so distant and with opposing thought or some agreement... then when the insults and directional anger kicks in....piss off!

I don’t get this blending thing, all I hear is words, or impulses.... and a lot of unanswered blanks....

Ask an alter a question...nodda....just a bunch of egos only doing what they have to do to contribute....plenty of attitude, but we are to work for actual physical success and accomplishment.

Co-op is successful survival on a very thin thread....like maintaining a balance of power amongst nations....delicate...

So don’t think co-con is an improvement...I think it’s worse...when it’s every one for themself. If we weren’t confined to this body....most of us wouldn’t even deal with each other.

The only thing that really relates us is flashbacks and glimpses into each other memories. We’ve learned to be great sleuths to switch on the fly. We know our public image...then everything is based off of that.

I guess we are World greatest actors...so are you all!