[Jennifer1084]

yeah, I haven't been here in awhile, actually a long time. I have been struggling with some things. I just seemed to of disappeared. Anyway, I am starting to remember things from the assault that happened in may and it's really scaring me. I don't know what to do. I am trying to possibly take the guy back to court if it is possible, not for the same thing, but for sexual assault this time, which it really should have been to begin with. But of course I didn't know much about what was going on. I think my parts all don't want me talking about anything, but I know I need to for me. I have been switching a little more I think, I hate it. I don't like not having control.

Jennifer

[allthegirls6]

Jennifer,

Im sorry things are so uncertain for you and I hope that they settle down soon. I know what you mean about not being in control. Its very frightening after the fact isnt it.

[Kiya]

may everything work out for you!

it is hard to feel "not in control", but chances are that the alters know what they're doing? even if you don't... so i trust things will be ok.
kiya

Im so sorry, Jennifer!!! I just want to offer my support!

[Sultrysorrow]

Here's a short poem I wrote some time ago.

-Pain-

Physical, or emotional in some way, it’s there,
always wanting to get rid of it, but where?

Running away from it doesn’t help,
it just makes us feel better within ones self.

And when one makes their pain everybody else’s pain,
they’re wasting their life in vain.

Either we share it with someone or we keep it for ourselves,
wallowing in our sorrow, seeking any form of help.

When it involves love, the answers lie within,
making choices for ourselves instead would be nothing but sin.

It makes us who we are, and we must accept it.

[Zorah]

Hi (((((Jennifer))))) welcome back !!!!!

unfortunately, we think the court case will continue triggering you, it may not be worth continuing it. Are you safe now from this horrible person ? or is getting him imprisoned the only way you can feel safe ?

do you have a protector person inside who might take over until the court case is over ?

[Jennifer1084]

I think there is a helper inside but I haven't heard from many of them since the assault. I haven't done much to try to either though. But I don't know maybe that's something I need to do. I have realliy been falling apart lately, but I will make it. thank you all fo ryour continued support.