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Old Feb 02, 2008, 03:57 AM
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Yesterday was a really switchy day where mostly i was a teen part just learning to drive (in otherwords scaring the you know what out of the host).

Today was darker - in personalities coming and going and having some really not good thoughts... those can be hard to deal with especially when we can't tell how serious the threats are to the body. I didn't want to have to take action on behalf of they system, but the threats of taking full bottles of excedrin migraine pills with vodka were getting pretty grim... as were the thoughs of some severe cutting. I am used to these parts fully playing out the senarios for me in living color so it can be hard to determine "reality". But I got through, went to choir practice, stayed for the party afterward until i was safe (aka, nearly too tired to drive, yet alone injure).
ANyway, thanks to any who heard me out so i could get it out of me.
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Old Feb 02, 2008, 10:46 AM
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I am sorry that things are so hard right now. Please take care of you and keep you safe. I am glad you stayed with people as long as needed last night. Please continue to find ways to stay safe.

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Old Feb 02, 2008, 10:10 PM
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((((((((((( Kiya )))))))))))))

I am so glad you are safe for now, at least. I am sorry things are so difficult right now.

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Old Feb 02, 2008, 11:21 PM
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Old Feb 03, 2008, 08:54 PM
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((((((((((((b. bear, january, free)))))))))))))))))
thanks.
still in the red alert zone, but this side of the line still. I feel like things are close to spiraling out of control and am not sure how to get back on track. I am avoiding doing the things i need to, and not being able to sleep, the moods shift quicker then...

*breathing*... one step at a time.
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