[Shellbe]

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It feels as though i am falling apart. Just when people need me the most, i can't seem to hold it together. no matter which way I turn, i'm either hurting me or someone I love. There is no right path for me and i've tried so f... many. Even though I won't DO it, the thought of just letting go of this life has been haunting me. But the thought always comes back to being afraid to hurt my brother, sister, and husband. It is no fair to them, especially to my brother and sister when they have had similar pain. or my dogs.

I've struggled for so many years. I never thought i would make it this far because i was sure something physical would kill me. Now it feels as though i am dying a slow death mentally. How much more can we take? i'm sure more but i'm tired. I don't want anymore. Take it all from me, take it all and leave me alone. The world is too big for me. I don't fit.

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((((Shellbe))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry that things are so hard right now. Sometimes it is so hard to see any good in our lives at the moment but it is there just the same. Just know that I am here and I care.

BB

((((((((((((shellbe))))))))))))))))

i feel ur pain and desire for release and freedom
sometimes breathing is all we can do
sometimes theres a change and things get easier
we find a new way to cope a way to change something
a way to rid our world of some stress
a way to find something fun
something to laugh at
something to help us relax
sometimes just hoping for the above gets us thru
sometimes knowing we are not alone
makes it ok for day or two or three or four

know u are not alone
and that we are here
and like BB we care

[pegasus]

Take care (((((((((( Shellbe )))))))))))