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May 22, 2008, 11:31 PM
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I am having a really bad day. Lots of flashbacks and body memories and I don't understand why I keep having them. I feel broken, unhinged and scattered. I want to take the rubber band off my wrist, I want to feel the physical pain, can't deal with the emotional any more.Not even cuddling with my 5 week old grand daughter is helping. I just feel so sad,
 and I can't stop crying. I am so tired of being me, I want to disapear wish i could do so with out upsetting my daughters. Wish i didn't care.      L <font color="#666666"> </font>
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I am divorced and am a proud mother of three beautiful adult daughters. I have been recently made a grandmother, oh so happily, I might add. She is the pride and joy of my life. |
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May 23, 2008, 12:25 PM
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(((((((((((((Notonlyme))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry. So often when I want to disappear, my brain is able to handle whatever is going on and I stay and then when I want to stay present, bam, I'm gone. Sometimes there doesn't seem to be a rhyme or reason to it. I'm so sorry that things are so hard right now. There are some posts here about grounding that might help. I think they might be in the ptsd forum in the paper clip area (or whatever it's called)? Maybe someone else will know and can post a link. Please take good care of yourself during this time and let us know how we can support you. 
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May 26, 2008, 09:10 PM
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((((((((((((((((notonlyme)))))))))))))) i hope the best for you, will be here for you to talk.
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you. |
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May 26, 2008, 09:15 PM
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(((((((((((((( Notonlyme ))))))))))))))
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