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Jan 12, 2009, 09:34 PM
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STUPID STUPID MAN WHY HE DO THAT WHY HE TRY TOUCH US MANDY TOLD THEM BEFORE NPT TO DO TRHAT BECAUSE WE DODMNT LIKE IT WHY DOES HE NOT LISTEN
 FEEL FEEL SO SO BAD WHY HE TRY TO HURT US DOESNT HE KNOW CANT DO LIKE THAT ............WHY NO ONE LIDTEN TO US WE TELL THEM THEY NEVER HERE.............HE COME TO US HE TRY TOUCH US...........DISGUST SICK WANT BE SICK HE SAY NEED TO TOUCH .........LIE STIL AND BE QUIET STOP MAKE SUCH A FUSS WHAT IS WRONG WITH US HE CALL SOMEONE ELKSE TO OH NO ANOTHER MAN HE COME TO.................. WE NO LIKE IT NOW TWO AND US TWO AND US AGAEN WHY THEY NO LISTEN TO US ...............BAD BAD SMELL IT COME NED BE SIC NOW NED TO REUN AND FOIGHT AND HIDE.........WE CANT GET AWAY THEY WONT LET US GO WE SO SO SVCARED HELP US SOMEONE HELP US ..........NO ONE CAN HERE US AGEN THEY NEVER HERE US THEY NEVER COME WHY THEY NO COME.... NO MOR NO DO MOR THEY HURET WHY THEY WANT HURT US NOW IT NOT GUDWE FIGHT AND THEN WE RUN FIHHT AND RUN THEY THERE NOW MORE AND MORE MANS EVERYWHERE FIGHT US TO FLOOR KICK AND SCREAM AND BITE NO ONE HELP US THEY JUST STARE PLESE NO LET THEM DO TO US THEY PUT US IN THE CAR AND WE GONE OH NO WHERE WE GONE SOEMONE HELP THIS NO GUD IT NO RITE SOMEONE MUST SEE WHY NO ONE SEE THEY ALL TRY HURT PLESE PLESE LEAVE US BE NO DO THIS TO US NO MORE WE WANT NOT BE HERE NO MORE SOMEONE HELP US ANYONE HELP US WE JUST BAD THATS WHY THEY COME NEED MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY NO LIKE THESE FEELINS THAT CUM WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING WE TRY BE GUD AND LIE STILL SAY NO WORDS BUT SCAREM AND SCARENM INSOIDE OF US WHY MO OME HELPS US .................................JUST DISGUSTING AND REPULSIVE AND BAD BAD BAD THRIOUGH AND THROUGH OH SO SO ASHAMED.............SHAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DISGUSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT HATEEEEEEEEEEE THEMMMMMMMMM ALLLLLLLLLLLL LEAVE US BBEEEEEEEEEEEEPLESESEEEEEEEEEEE LEAVEEEEEE USSSSSSSSSSSS SIC SIC SIC SIC SIC AND SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COLD FEL SIC AND SO COLD WHAT DO THEY WANT FROM MEEEEEEEE THEY HAD IT ALL NONE KLFET TO GIVE............THEY TAKE IT ALLLLL AMND NOW THEY WANT MORE THERE IS NO MOR WHY CANT THEY JUSTTTTTTTT LEAVE US BE AAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRREFGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HAVE TO MAKE STOP TAKE US AWAY NOWWWWWWWW NEED BE AWAY NOWHERE SAFE IT JUST NOT SAFE WHY SHE TAKE US TO A NO SAFE PLACE WHY SHE NO HELP US SOMEONE LISTEN SOMEONE HEAR .......................................JUST STAY SO SILENT AND SO SO SCARED DONNA  
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Jan 12, 2009, 09:38 PM
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DONNA, I AM HERE. IF YOU NEED TO TALK MORE, EMAIL ME. I WILL TRY TO HELP IN ANY WAY I CAN TO GET ALL OF YOU SAFE. I KNOW IT IS DIFFICULT AND I DON'T EXPECT YOU TO BE ALL NICEY NICE TO ME. IT'S NOT WHO I AM OR WHAT I AM ABOUT. YOU KNOW THAT. TALK TO ME WHEN YOU FEEL YOU CAN. LEAH OF THE JEWELS
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Jan 12, 2009, 10:16 PM
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Donna,
I am so so sorry safe safe hugs if that's okay....I am here to listen if you want...those are very bad bad people...Just know that your not alone but safe now okay? I hope your okay? Please know that people here care about you? Biggest hugs if it's okay? MC 
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Jan 12, 2009, 10:23 PM
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((((((((silentandscared))))))))))
A million hugs here.... I am so sorry you have to feel that way... I am just here her just in case you need some help. Be safe and take care.... Snowy....   
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Jan 12, 2009, 11:04 PM
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WE NOT HAVIN GOOD DAY AT ALL NOW WE GO TO CHAT AN WE UPSET EVERYONE WE JUST HURT PEOPLE WE ARE NO GOOD THEY JUST LEAVE THE BAD WITH US AND GO
NOW WE ON OWN AGEN WE NO LIKE THIS IS NOT GOOD WE SCARED VERY SCARED WHY THEY ALL TREAT LIKE THIS THROW ON FLOOR AN TRAMPLE ON AGEN AND AGENWHEN WILL IT BE GONE WE DONT WANT OT DO THIS WE TELL MANDY NO MORE TREATMENT LEAVE BODY NOW NO MORE OF THAT IT HAS TO LEAVE US ALONE WE DONT WANT TO DO IT AND WE WONT CANT MAKE US DO ITNO WANT TO GO TO PRISON AND BE LOCKED AWAY FOREVER AND EVER WE DONT WANT TO DO THAT PLESE DONT LET THEM DO TO US MAKE THEM LET US GO WE NOT MEAN TO HUTR HIM BUT HE HOLD US TOO MUCH PLESE PLESE PLESE.......NEED SOME HELP CANT DO THIS  DONNA
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Jan 12, 2009, 11:26 PM
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Donna,
I am sorry your having one heck of a day right now!!! I wish there was away you didn't have to be alone...I am hear right now okay? So sorry your going through this...It's awful to feel like your feeling and I can only imagine as I am NOT the one going thru it!!! So sorry I am here now listening and hoping to be here if you need me too be? Biggest hugz if it's okay? MC
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Jan 13, 2009, 01:03 AM
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dear donna,
you are having memories or something called flashbacks where the past seems like now, happening in now BUT is not happening now. donna, you did survive and live past the horrible bad time and bad things they did to you. it is NOT really happening again. maybe you can look on pc.com (this website) for ways to "ground" yourself, ways to remind yourself that you are the now time and the bad times are gone now. it can help you feel better to be living in now. if i could help you or give you safe hugs i would. i have bad bad memories too and sometimes they scare me and make me feel so terrible. keep coming and talking to us and we will help you as best we can do that. sometimes all we can do is listen, but we will listen to you. no donna, it was not not not good - but it is over now, over! leslie and her pixies
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Jan 13, 2009, 03:29 AM
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(((((((((((((((((everyone ))))))))))))))))))))))))
so so sorry and ashamed ..................sorry but switched bad nad then was very lost and l know from others and reading that l upset many many people but maybe should just stay away until all the radiotherpy is over as dont want this to happen again yesterday at the hospital triggered very bad in a situation which should have bbeen avoided but ended in me completely flipping out and being arrested so now have another thing over us and we really dont know wether we should just give up treatemtnt and what will be will be and then no more hospital visits and triggers will be less......what if they send us to prison we hit someone who was trying to restrain us we told them dont touch without warning and dont keep saying lie still he said stop making a fuss and ;lie still as he tried to put his hand where he should not have done.....he shud have asked us not just do it we told them last week and they did not listen agen to us now we had to go to police and now we in truble there and we upset people here and we are really sorry and we dont know what to do and we stuck and we bad and done bad stuff to someone agen who try to touch us and we are so so sorry, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorrysorry sorry sorry now we will be silent and is scared too
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Jan 13, 2009, 05:39 AM
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Mandy honey, don't stop your treatment. Make sure they show you on you hart that they rwritten on your chart not to touch you without warning. I'm holding you in my prayers!
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Jan 13, 2009, 09:02 AM
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Mandy, I am so sorry. Please try to explain to them again and to the police
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Jan 13, 2009, 10:19 AM
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Mandy,
We talked a lot about this last night, and was hoping that you were in a better frame of mind. I know it will be difficult to say the least when you go back for another treatment, but you need to go. Try to enlist help from some of the other teens in there to help Donna keep everyone in until you are done with your treatment. Also, take someone along with you to dispel fear and give you strength. You are an amazingly strong woman, and you are always giving of yourself here. Let us help you carry this, and you will see, we will (by we I mean all of your friends here) help you get through the next one. If Donna needs to talk to Leah, just let us know. We can have time like that for them. Please know that we are doing a little better now. In a safe place atm, and are praying for you and all the little sas's. We will sit with you and hold your hand for as long as it takes. Jewels
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Jan 13, 2009, 07:28 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((Jewels)))))))))))))))))))So lost and so alone................so so scared, thank you so mcu for last night we is still struggling with ll bad feelings that cum out last nite and when we go and see T we tell her that we all feeling very bad and very scared rite now she say she will try an helpus al we worroied about that and tel her tsuff but we are tryin and hav sed sum today and she is goin to help us wif police and mak em see we was scard an they shud hav red wot was in notes
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Jan 13, 2009, 08:33 PM
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i agree with you mandy, they should not, not, not, put hands on you AND they should read the flipping chart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do they not have any brains or common sense??????? when someone is scared bullying them is one crap way to try to calm them down while forcing them to "comply" with demands. i feel very angry for you and i know what it is like to be restrained against my will and harmed. i will pray for you that God fights for you and the police see what was REALLY going on and sets you lose from this arrest charge. it is hard for the police to understand what is going on and sometimes hospital staff are attacked by patients who are strung out on drugs or messed up and out of reality and the staff do get hurt sometimes - so sometimes the staff get very tired of fighting with patients and forget what their REAL job is supposed to be which is HELPING you!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are sooooooo sorrrrrrry this happened to you.
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Jan 14, 2009, 06:26 AM
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We are so glad that you were able to talk to your T about this scary scary situation, and even more glad that you were able to talk about it at all. I am glad that she is going to bat for you with the police. That situation just should NOT have happened at all. We are sorry we didn't get a chance to come on last night. Yahna fell asleep before we did, and so were content just to rest for one night. But daytime is here again and we are scared today again. Not understanding why, but know that the 25th is getting closer and we are scared too. over the holidays and through the end of this month is the most difficult for us.
Hopefully we can coerce LEAH into not doing sh and offer her something different this time. Know that we are praying for you every day. You ARE greatly loved by very many people, and especially by God. What He whispered to us we will share with you so that you too can know His love. Mandy and all, you take His breath away! That is how He sees you. A bride, married to her bridegroom. love, Beth of Jewels
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Jan 14, 2009, 06:26 AM
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((((((((((((((( Mandy )))))))))))))))))))) please don't stop your treatment hunny, they should know not to do certain things... would T be able to go to your next one with you?
You didn't upset anyone in chat, we were worried about you and just wanting to be there for you. So sorry you're struggling so much, here for you. Take care hunny, Molly
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Jan 14, 2009, 11:04 AM
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Mandy, so glad that you are working with your T through this
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Jan 14, 2009, 03:02 PM
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(((((((((((((leslie and pixies))))))))))))))thanks for your supporting words beginning to fink it just us who fel lik dis we stil no in very gid plac an it al hard......T and doc and nurse al gonna do letta for us so hope it elps us sum.....wil find out on friday wot wil happen now
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Jan 14, 2009, 03:08 PM
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Jewels and allcan DONNA speak wif LEAH??? thinl they cud both do wif it .....DONNA is felin bad too.....................prayers is wot we are neding rite now as we are findin it hard to ere wot we ned to ere rite now..........we ned His Love and we try in to see this but fel so bad about us and we not lik us jessxx
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Jan 14, 2009, 03:10 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((silent))))))))))))))))
We care and know the difficult all these has been. I have you in my heart. Send you hugs, courage, a big kiss. If need to talk we are here . My system is here too. tc hon Gennoah "at your Service  Quote:
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Jan 14, 2009, 03:11 PM
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Jan 14, 2009, 03:21 PM
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sannahT is very gud she helpin us wif it al an wif police to
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Jan 14, 2009, 03:24 PM
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gennwe ned al the friends we can get rite now so dank you
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Jan 17, 2009, 05:09 AM
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just wanted to give you all an update of the police stuff........my p doc, cpn and T have all complied a report that was given to the police and the result of this is that NO FURTHER action against usfrom the police or the hospital......................The technitions dpoing the radiotherapy are now female
they have actually listened......at least for now and T has helped to put togther a treatment list that we take with us on each visit......this week the alters have been very quiet at the treatment this week and T has worked hard tryin to exolain to them why the treament is needed...l just hope that they are not hurting too much we need it all to be over with just four more weeks which is 20 more treatments sorry we gets upset now so not say no more Mandyxx
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Jan 17, 2009, 06:26 AM
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I'm so glad the police aren't going to take more action and that the hospital have FINALLY listened!
Just take it one step at a time hunny, try not to think about it as 'so many weeks left'... just one day at a time. (((((((((((( Mandy )))))))))))) Take care and be gentle to yourself, Molly
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Jan 17, 2009, 02:26 PM
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I am so happy for you Mandy! YOU worked with your T and this is why things are working better for you now, because you communicated what you needed!
(You had to do it twice, though, but sometimes that happens and we just can't give up being heard!)
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