I ask myself Why???

So many years.. after the divorce.. 23 years of raising our son alone.. why.. why... why...

I don't understand... why.. did you not just kill me.. you tried.. so many times... and yet today.. you live.. free.. clear..

you "just" beat me.. your wife... in the eyes of the law.. was ok.. after all is just a "wife"..

So why did I put this under relationships.. because.. my relationship... "wife" to my "husband"... by definition.. made me a "non-person".. a person with "no rights".. and "non- entity".. a "nothing"..

After 23 years of being divorced.. I still ask.. why? am I the only one.. who cared what happened to me..

Why? Why was I the only one? and Why.. did I stop caring about me?

((((((((((((((((freewill))))))))))))))

you are someone, you are a very nice someone, we all care.

jinny xoxoxoxoxo

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((( freewill ))))))))))))))

(I'm not divorced but am too familiar with what you speak of. You are not a "nothing", none of us are.)

[sabby]

((((((((((((((( freewill ))))))))))))))))))

What a rotten thing to be invalidated by the law after being invalidated by your husband. I'm so sorry you had to go through this.

I hope you can turn it around to where you do care about yourself again. There are a lot of folks here who care very much about you right here and right now. We can't change your past, but we sure as heck can help you through the present!


sabby

[curley]

I am so sorry for your pain. I hope you can begin to love yourself and know how important you are. Maybe you can help others that are in the same situation you were in.