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Nov 01, 2009, 10:44 AM
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Anyone that knows me or is my friend please reaspond.
I had pneumonia, for 2 weeks I layed in bed. I was so sick. Now I feel like because that is so not like me, I think well I believe! I have blowen up. Like a balloon. And I can't take it. Not at all. I don't care what happens, I just want to cry. And starve forever.NO NO NO NO!!!! Last edited by Christina86; Nov 05, 2009 at 01:29 AM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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Nov 01, 2009, 11:14 AM
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Tifferific,
I'm so sorry to hear that being ill and feeling like you've 'blown up' is making you feel so anxious and upset. I'm sure that you won't have blown up and I'm sure that when you are fully well enough and able to walk around a bit, half an hour of walking should make you feel a little better each day, maybe? You will just put your body into shock and make your immune system weaker if you starve yourself. I know I might sound like a hypocrite, but it's so true.. I was ill in bed for two weeks, like you and then was ill again straight after because I stopped eating because I felt fat and lazy etc after staying in bed for two weeks. and over exercised. I don't want you to be making yourself any more ill than you already are hon... You deserve to be happy, safe and better. Please don't go putting yourself through anymore pain, you really don't deserve it...  please take care and PM me anytime 
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Nov 01, 2009, 07:06 PM
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I am so sorry you are feeling this way. That sure is anxiety-provoking. Can you start doing things which give you some sense of control over your environment, i.e. good things for YOU!? phoenix47
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Nov 01, 2009, 09:16 PM
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I layed in bed and cried.I did behaviors because, well I can't stand myself. I can't stand my thoughts, life like this, so for today. Because I know I couldn't fight, I didn't. |
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Nov 05, 2009, 01:30 AM
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((((((tifferific))))))))) I'm sorry I haven't been here in so long.  Are you talking about this with a therapist or your doctor right now? You really do deserve the help, and you don't deserve to be hurting as much as you are.
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Nov 19, 2009, 10:47 PM
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I hate everyone right now. They sent the cops to check up on me. Give me a break. Because I was a no show 2 times for appt!!!!!##*#*#*@@@#*#!!
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