[Broken Wings]

Everything I eat for the past week I have purged but there's no binge involved. I've just been eating normal meals, probably less than my doctors would want. So now I'm sitting on the couch with my computer on my lap and I feel so horrible. I'm dizzy and I'm hungry. My head hurts and my eyes hurt. I'm so weak but it's not like I haven't eaten. I keep doing it though because I want it to damage my body. Losing weight would just be a positive consequence though I doubt I actually will. Ugh... I just want to disappear.

[AlwaysTheir]

Hey Broken Wings, I am sorry you are going through such a difficult moment, having a eating disorder is a very dangerouse thing. Because you are not eating enough calories per day, it is making your body tired, and exhausted, we need food to have energy in our body. Have you throught about seeing your Dr? They may be able to get you external help and support with your eating disorder, before it starts going of track, what do you think would help you?

[avoice]

May you have better Days to come.

[Broken Wings]

Sad part is is that I'm not sure I want to get better. My therapist who I've seen for two years and who i really care about has left. And I was kicked out of the program that I was in. I feel abandoned. But I see my doc on Monday and my nutritionist too. So maybe I can get back on track then

[Pretty_Thin]

Hey hun, it's important to try to stay as safe as possible. By this I simply mean drinking plenty of water and getting regular blood tests to make sure you arent damaging your body too much. When eat less, or purging what you eat the most important thing is staying hydrted.
Don't hurt yourself, stay safe

[Warrioress]

Yeah, that's a big problem with ED. A lot of the time we don't want to get better at all. But I hope you do get back on track. You can't go on like that forever

[Broken Wings]

I see a doc every week who checks me out so I think i'll be good

[Warrioress]

Great news