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Oct 20, 2011, 02:30 PM
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I'm so deep into my disorder I can barely discern what is healthy and what's not anymore.
I tried go on a liquid diet until Friday but I ate an apple and then purged it. I failed to follow the calories that the center told me I had to. I haven't got to see my therapist, my nutritionist, my psychiatrist or my personal trainer. As an outpatient, I didn't go to any of the required meetings and when I saw a lady from the center at my door, I ran out the back. I'm at a friend's apartment on a cigarette and gin binge skipping all my meals and classes. I don't know what to do anymore because I don't wanna go back but I wanna stop. Why does everything have to be so f***ing complicated in my head? Why can't I just know what I need to do and do it? |
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Oct 20, 2011, 08:30 PM
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Can you go for (back to?) inpatient treatment? It sounds like you're destabilizing and could use more support than you have right now.
(((calorie-free hugs))) |
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