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Old Apr 15, 2013, 09:16 PM
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Auuuurgh! I can't win.

I feel so fat all the time. I don't want to eat but I'm always hungry. I only lasted a week before I binged and purged again.

I started to be hopeful a few weeks ago that maybe one day I would like the way I look, but that all went down the tubes when I measured myself today and looked at myself in a bathing suit.

Not only are my stomach and thighs still fat, but now I'm losing my chest, which I actually sort of liked.

Now I just look like a chubby twelve year old.
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Old Apr 15, 2013, 10:43 PM
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The shape of our breasts responds very negatively to weight fluctuations. It is enough that pregnancy must lead to weight fluctuations. Now, Zyprexa and similar medications, on the one hand, plus ED, on the other hand, contribute to weight fluctuations, and all of that is really bad for the shape of breasts.

I really sympathize with you. I have gone up and down, and the best thing for the shape of the breasts is to be at the same weight.

Oh well...
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Old Apr 16, 2013, 11:58 AM
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Just wanted to let you know you're not going through this alone...
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Old Apr 16, 2013, 02:52 PM
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I didn't even feel like I had to go throw up after eating so far today. Maybe it's just because of yesterday, but maybe it's a step in the right direction?
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Old Apr 17, 2013, 07:24 AM
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I would definitely take it as that! Hopefully that carries over into today for you!
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