[avoice]

The only way to get through the bad is to do what i'm good at. and that is starving my self everyday, everyday everyday everyday i eat nothing nothing nothing.

[Moodswing]

I do not know how you do it. I have actually visualized sewing my lips shut so I do not binge/purge.

[avoice]

it's easy if you only knew how easy..

[buttrfli42481]

Just letting you know I am here to listen if you want to talk.

[eskielover]

Maybe if you can let out what's making these days so bad, it won't stay inside & eat you up by stopping you from eating.....I understand because that's how stress in my life is & what causes me to stop eating also...but know that when I can get my problem outside of me, then it has less power over me.

[avoice]

I'm so into it after not eating for days. Now i can't even eat if i tried. No sandwich's no nothing.

[buttrfli42481]

Have you tried drinking anything like ensure, boost, or even juice mixed with water?

[goodneighbor]

EAT EAT EAT. ((((((((J)))))))) i luve u. We need U strong, u the everything keeps us all together in us famly U the center of us.

U the heart of family. plse eat like we say? we luves you so much?

[avoice]

Originally Posted by buttrfli42481

Have you tried drinking anything like ensure, boost, or even juice mixed with water?

I do sometimes and it helps. I forgot my tools they taught me in rehab. Most

ay i need the medical department

[avoice]

My body knows it's the life i chose so live it..

[eskielover]

Remeber why your body chose that way in the first place.....that reason why no longer exists in your life....you don't have to continue.....you took that type of control to try & survive what you were going through.....now you have to take the control necessary to survive now & that is to eat.

What triggered you back into the not eating....that is what you need to deal with......if you aren't in T.....you seriously need to be.

[avoice]

Father getting out of prison now he's a registered sex offender. and
Son going into rehab for his k2 addiction. hit me all at once

[eskielover]

Yes, those are very difficult situations to deal with.....& stressful....a stress that isn't over shortly. The good thing at least was that your father had to spend time in prison to pay for his crime & he's registered now....& sure he can't come anywhere near you or anyone else now to be a danger.

Hopefully your son is going to rehab because he wants to in order to get through his addiction......one needs to have the nutrition it takes to have the strength to be supportive of him through this time also. I know that sometimes when our parents have problems that kids want to escape from, they can turn to drugs.......showing your strength could be something your son needs to see rather than giving in to your ED???? Just a thought.

I know how difficult stressful things can be on our eating issues....but sometimes we need to have the strength to put our life into perspective & see how it all works together & that helps give us the strength to get through it rather than allowing it to win.