[razeljenny]

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There aren't alot of ways to get the love recognizion and acceptance that others have. They generally keep inside, the way they feel and just can''t for whatever reason let themself tell me (for instance, how much they LOVE me, HOW MUCH THEY ACCEPT me, and how glad they are that i am the person they got married to or stayed with , or say how much they hurt, that they can't be of any help to me.)

If some one that was with me could , maybe the fullnes of their power would heal some of my wounds.
Anyway my health is risked by E.D's. I eat enormous amounts or I shrink away from It.
I go to www.honeyvillegrain.com for soyisolate and dried fruit. I go to www.mountainroseherbs.com for all kinds of herbs. I buy nourshment! It herbs!
So I do a something and sometimes take care of the my person , if I can sometimes when I feel like it. If I avert regular food ,so be it. I Do as I wish!!
I am not trying to anger myself insult myself but , I know a answer to a question. I'm doing behaviours for destruction. I do it to hurting myself and love it. I agree with others that visit and ask them - try somethin tomorrow, with me.
investigate. I let alot out tonight, after all I'm good at it!!! Ha!
"My spirit is willing yet my flesh is weak, I do what I should not do and try to do correct things and again do what I know I should not do," -( real old quote), I'll save me from me tomorow ,help myself to not be weakest tomorrow I don't really like the pattern ; somewhere I know it's wrong, I continue though, no means should I!! but looking Up i am more forgiving today. I condemed myself too. No Good!!----- I can but another hour, NOT.
Yes I will NeVER understand me.Someone does, I do, you do. slowly(contridicted myself!)
I apoligize before hand of brassines.
Just tired of this %#@&#! all the time, sometimes - very very bad problems

Sezzie's post says it in ( FROM TOPIC " 'WHO HERE IS SICK OF PURGING'"