Yes, I used a sugar binge to get me thru this first holiday without that yearly "family" dinner without the ex and my son.
I guess we do what we need to do to survive... at least that is what I have told myself... what a "train wreck" this weekend was...

I vow - Monday, I go thru sugar withdrawal and continue on...

Love you all,
freewill

[lil_bit]

aye sister, i know where you're coming from.
It's great that you've a positive outlook to "contine on"
good luck with monday

[razeljenny]

Well don't feel bad (I ate three pounds of cheese which makes me really really really really really really really really really really sick) I know never to eat cheese of any kind but was very upset about something I can not even for the life of me figure out at all. Gosh my body is going thru hell on wheels. I am dying out here. Ohhhhh the pain............why why why why why why I still am going to live though. But right now yuck but I will not give up. but I will not die but I will do ok because of all of you are in this with me. I need each one of you I affirm you and care about you We are not going to die. We will keep trying and we will keep going on because we care deeply about eachother Love RAZEL