[inkblot]

My mind keeps telling me to set a goal weight and go down to 110 pounds. I would love that! But would I stop there? I don't know. I've had so many calories the past two days from indulging in my favorite candy, I feel kind of guilty. I know that I shouldn't have done that. It's sooooooooo high in calories, like 1200 per bag! I've dined on two bags plus started the third thus far. So much for regular meals, just eat the candy instead. I've had more than just that. I had a medium sized shake from McD's yesterday. I looked in their pamphlet and it said that a small size shake is 567 calories--wonder what a medium size is?!?!?! Plus there was other stuff, but that's probably the bulk in calories of the individual items. Still having thoughts about being bulimic again, but still nothing yet. Soon enough, I bet. Just to try it again, to see if I can still do it. I imagine it would only progress. Don't know, we'll see what happens.

[mj14]

inky, please don't "try" bulimia again. You deserve so much better than to hurt yourself like that.

So, instead of trying bulimia again, how about you try something entirely new? How about you try to recognize that you are a beautiful person at your current weight? And try to come up with some wonderful loving things you can do for that beautiful body you have right now?

I hope I'm not sounding harsh. But you really are a very special person, and you deserve to treat yourself kindly.

*hugs*
Jo

<font color=green> If she spins fast enough then maybe the broken pieces of her heart will stay together, but even a gyroscope can't spin forever</font color=green>

[itsjustme111]

I agree with mj; its hard for me to give advice right now because of my bulimia; but I dont want to see you go this route. Please listen to mj, she is right. Get help now before it is in "full swing". Let us know how u are feeling and take care of yourself; YOU ARE WORTH BETTER THAN THIS DISORDER!!!!!!!!!!
itsjustme

[Fuzzybear]

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