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Apr 30, 2008, 07:54 PM
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when eating... not eating... purging... not purging.... did not consume your every waking moment...
I had to think... and.. well... it was when I was eleven years old... before the pedophile happenned into my life... I was a "normal" weight.... but I would starve myself for days... then eat.. then starve... then eat.. I hoarded food... so that I would have food.. when there wasn't any in the house... The only time I ate "healthy"... strict healthy.. even no cafenie.. was when I was pregnant... so strange.. I loved my baby so very much... and.. I realized.. that I don't love myself... but I sure.. loved my baby enough.. to make sure.. I fed him.... I wish.. I could love me.. like I love my son... and fed me.. what it is I need to eat... |
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May 04, 2008, 06:21 PM
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If I'm thin enough, there won't be so much of me to hate
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May 04, 2008, 09:22 PM
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(PS)
 sending you love and hugs
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