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Jul 11, 2008, 02:12 AM
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I haven't posted for a while. I thought I could just pretend that I don't have any issues, but its NOT working. I binged to night and am on here trying not to purge. I want to cry so hard- perhaps I will I am so frustrated with my self. I have been religous with working out and eating so many vegetables and fruit and not much of any thing else. I eat tofu and vegetarian protein because it is lower in fat and calories. My digestive system is hurting because of large amounts of fiber. I can't stop. Either too much fiber to push food through or it has to get purged. I am not strong...I can't fight this anymore.....it has taken control over me....
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Jul 11, 2008, 02:17 AM
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..........one more thing just to say out of frustration.....I am continually functioning on 4-5 hours of sleep.....I can't take this....
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Jul 11, 2008, 05:03 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((( beth16 ))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Jul 14, 2008, 01:00 AM
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feeling sick. I hate food. I hate its control... sorry had to vent
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Jul 14, 2008, 01:06 AM
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I've been there! Just know that it takes a lot of courage to try like you are and hugs to you.
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I am Rachel,, I have an eating disorder, bipolar and PTSD. I'm stuggling right now with issues of trauma and eating. Looking for friends and support! |
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Jul 14, 2008, 10:12 PM
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Thank you, RachelP.
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