[ginniesky]

my therapist asked me if i would consider going to a support group for eating dissorders lead by her collegue..... i am kind of scared ...i am not the stereo type of persons with an eating disorder i am not thin by any means and i am afriad of what people in the group will think if i come i am kind of afraid they will think i don't belong.....i have gone from compulsive eating to bulemia to bulemia and resticting .... i have lost a hundred lbs in the last year but i am still over weight ..... and am obsessed with wanting to be thin at any cost.... but it isn't just that i don't feel i deserve food .... when i eat i feel as if it is a luxury not a need for survival.... it is confusing ..... i don't know what i am going to do .....does anyone have any thoughts....

[reddevil]

If your therapist thinks that it's a good place for you to go, then they must think that you'll 'belong'. You might find that there is another person there much like you, overweight but desperately and unhealthily trying to become thin.