[MuddyBoots]

I'm going to have access to transportation and need to go at least 20 miles away from here. There's a 3 mile loop w/only about 250ft elevation gain I'm thinking of tomorrow.

I'd normally be "yeah, let's do it," but it's not well traveled and,

Possible trigger: eating disorder stuff

I haven't had more than 100cal a day since Thursday and no more than 400 in a week, but my fitness watch tells me I burn 1900-2200kcal a day (although my weight is set to what it was at my pdoc appointment, and is 2 pounds over what I checked in as today). I also just had a double valium dose and a THC gummy, and 4 Dulcolax earlier today (they usually take up to 3 days before anything happens to me I've noticed though).

I walk like 5 miles around the city almost every day no prob, just that's usually never more than 150ft elevation gain, and if I get ill there's way more likely going to be someone to take me captive or call 911. I bet I can physically do it no prob, but I don't want to post a trip report tomorrow and get bytched at because I wasn't enjoying a beautiful view of a huge lake, I was "purging."

[Blueberrybook]

Um, yeah, not a good idea on so little food a day, I'm sure you know that!