My mother hates me

I am convinced that my mother resents that I am alive. My father lives on the other side of the country so I cannot go to him. Since I live with my mother she doesn't let me go anywhere. She never takes me out to see my friends and family. She is paranoid and regularly uses that as an excuse for everything. She pulls my hair regularly saying I'm not her son I'm wearing a mask. She says my needs and wants don't matter. She always delays things by saying we will do it tommorow and we never do. When I ask for something she says no before I can "can" if I get my brother to ask the exact same question she listens and says yes. Recently for my birthday I asked for a three year old game that was on sale. She responded with ill give it to you when you die. After that I then tried to go and sit in the freezing cold to give myself hypothermia but she wouldn't let me. This hasn't been going on for a lot it just started this summer. I really don't know what I did wrong to make her hate me

Welcome to the Community, grdb1234. Abuse is never good. Is there someone you might talk to about what is going on. A school counselor or teacher, perhaps?

Hi and welcome...I don't think your mom's behavior has to do with you. I think it has to do with her. It sounds to me like your mother is mentally disturbed and needs professional medical help.