Hey daddy,
Another letter and a lot more feelings. First of all I want to thank you and hug you. You have helped me so much , whatever I have asked u has never gone unanswered. You are there for me when I have everything and when I have lost everything. You make me feel like good still exists in this world and I love that feeling because it's that feeling which gives me hope for the next day. Daddy I miss you every single day it's like the oxygen has been sucked out of my lungs and I can't breathe. I wish I could get hold of a picture of you or something, everyday I read the obituary hoping someone has written something in memory of you. I wish we had more time but unfortunately there wasn't and you were taken away from me. I was only little probably did not understand much but even if I was little I want you to know that I have felt grief and mourned you and this grief may never end. You know when life has me twisted in knots you always find a way to get me out of it your my savior. We are a team daddy and no1 can separate us. I am so thankful to God that he has given me a father like you who takes care of me from up above. I wish you could see me smile everyone tells me that my smile makes them forget their woes, countless people have told me that I am good. Behind every beautiful daughter is a caring and loving father who has nurtured her and made sure that her life is going the way she deserves it, there maybe minor glitches but in the end he makes sure that his daughter is happy and caring and all those other beautiful things. Daddy I hope I see a picture of you I really want to. And you know tomorrow is Valentine's day!! Don't worry your girl still hasn't found the guy I'm sure your still finding the right guy for me from up above since you can't be here in person to grill the guy who marries me. I love you so much my daddy, I love you. So really daddy more than anything I thank you for being there for me when no one was, I'm never really alone because I have you with me. Tomorrow is going to be a tough day please be with me and hopefully everything will go right. Love you daddy kisses and huggggggsssssssssssss!!!
From your loving daughter,
Fanny

I thank you for sharing this with us. I am glad you are able to express yourself through writing how you feel. I have found it to be very helpful..

Reading this reminded me of so many things from my own life. I would like to share a bit with you. Yesterday in therapy I said this to my T "There is someone out there preparing for me and he’s not ready for me yet. Maybe we are getting ready for each other now." reading about you write about "finding the right guy," reminded me of this. This is something I believed prior to meeting my husband. Maybe believing it will help you find the comfort and acceptance it brought to me.

I hope you are able to comfort in everything you do.

Thanks em u remind me alot of my daddy because he has the same initials as your name so yeah when it has to happen it will happen. Thank you so much for your advice

[avlady]

oh how beautiful!!!

[Crazy Hitch]

((((fan))))

This is just so beautiful.

It really touches my heart.

How moving for me emotionally.

Such love.

Such respect.

Such admiration.

You are such a beautiful person (((fan))).

Care about you always.

[HollowRhythms]

you're a sweetheart. keep on writing to him, it seems to help you get your thoughts out. remember you're loved dear.

Thanks hooli, avlady and hollow replies always make me feel better

What a sweet letter to your father!

hi fanora dear.
this letter is beautiful, as every letter you write to your daddy. please don't give up on your dreams. i will be here to encourage you, and i know your dad is also whispering encouraging things to keep you motivated. don't let anything get in your way of your dreams, you have the entire world in front of you. you can be anything you want to be, with God's help you can become exactly what you want to be. don't lose the faith fanora, we love you. your daddy, me, God, your friends here, we love you. don't forget it. we are here to support you through all of this. you are amazing.

Thanks smiles and mashy I really love all of you here you are my family

[MattBemis]

Hey Fan, this is beautiful. Keep doing big things, your dad's got your back.