[gregory102]

Hello.

I don't know what is my illness, but I suffer from it for 10 years.

I have sexual obsession, unwanted thought, image, let's say oral sex.

It's delusion, like I have an oral sex with somebody.

It's almost always present when I am not occupied by something.

I have temporal lobe epilepsy (frequent seizures), I've been on antipsychotic drugs for this obsession.

It's not Obessive-compulsive disorder, but it's not a psychosis too.

I don't know what is this.

Please help me.

[JustJenny]

Why do you think it's not OCD? OCD can present itself in unwanted thoughts:
NIMH » Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: When Unwanted Thoughts Take Over
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intrusive_thought

What do you mean by delusion - fantasy or hallucination?

[miss_rainy]

I think Jenny is right. That sounds like ocd. It maybe not the traditional ocd but it's defiantly it. Maybe you can run this by your psychiatrist.

[Paracelsus]

Sounds more like Obsessive compulsive disorder than psychosis. the thought is an obsession not a delusion. If you walked around and saw strangers and felt that you knew them for years it may be a delusion. If you feel like you knew what others are thinking that would be a delusional.

if you have a reoccurring sexual fantasy that's an obsession.

[Quarter life]

I'm thinking more along the lines of 'Compulsion'....definitely something to speak with your therapist about if it is causing disruptions in your daily life.

[ablankscript]

I have the same problem but along with sexual thoughts I get obsessed with ideas, things I want, worries, and other unwanted thoughts. My mind becomes like a broken record, but a few different themes can exist at once, after obsessing over one thing for a while my brain will start obsessing about another obsession,and they pile onto each other, until it feels like brain is in a vice and I feel trapped. I was diagnosed as OCD for this and prescribed me luvox which is supposed to work good for OCD.