[DreamerInState]

I lose interest a lot it's weird because after a while I'll be doing something all joyful and stuff and then stop it becomes a chore and the very likes of it taken to an ordeal of pros and cons I do this with people I talk to the most I hate myself for it but after a while I just don't feel like really talking to them this happens even to the closest friends of mine in who I would talk hours on end but now can't keep a Convo running for more than a hour and then I'm stalling so I wouldn't have to talk geez what's going on?? @.@

[beauflow]

I can get this way with art as well- I love art! I love to make art! But then there are times I am like- eh- whatever I cant draw or paint and be like an unruly kid and just make a mess on the page rather than something constructive or just not do anything.
As far as talking- I dont know- Rarely talk with buds any more, only my boyfriend a lot.

I hope someone else can relate to you more and give more of suggestion.. I am not sure what it is