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Dec 02, 2011, 10:25 AM
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I'm just coming back from a relapse. I'm stressed out and fearful beyond belief at my job / financial situation, and I can't stop crying. Absolutely everything sets me into tears. Good things, bad things, scary things, I can't stop crying.
And to top it off, my absolute closest friend who I've been friends with for 20 years, and who has been my biggest supporter through everything is moving to BC on Mon. I'm so sad about that, and I'm going to miss her so much. I just hate all this crying that I'm doing. splitimage
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Dec 02, 2011, 10:54 AM
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i'm sorry
 
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In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.-William Styron |
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Dec 02, 2011, 10:58 AM
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I wish I could give you a hug!
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#4
Dec 02, 2011, 11:59 AM
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(((((splitimage)))))
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#5
Dec 02, 2011, 12:24 PM
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((splitimage))
- so sorry you're upset and worried. I hope you can end up visiting your friend in beautiful British Columbia and you can also talk to her via skype. I hope these feelings calm down and wish you luck with your job search.
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#6
Dec 02, 2011, 01:36 PM
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lots of changes to deal with, SI
. i hope you feel better soon. is your bgf near enough that you all can visit often? hope so. when i got sober they told me i might break out in tears for what seemed for no reason. i did. it may be releasing some pent up emotions that just need to come out. the good news is it wlll subside.
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Dec 02, 2011, 01:52 PM
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splitimage I am so sorry you are feeling so sad. But quit beating yourself up over your relapse! It happens to the best of us. I once tried to quit smoking went to class and everything everyone in class quit but me! Talk about a guilt trip! I beat myself up for months. Oh and by the way I still am trying to quit. Things will get better I know you can do it! My best friend lives 400 miles away think we talk more now than when we lived closer to each other. Send positive thoughts your way and hugs too!
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