Today I will tell myself

Today I will tell myself 'Stop freaking out, it isn't worth it!'

It is time to realize the aging of my parents and they will not be here forever to be my comfort. I must consider their wishes in the remaining life they have.

It will all work out...

Today I will tell myself-- seriously-- simmer down....... obviously no one here cares about "by the book" procedures, and they never will.

That, that is a trigger for me due to there is NO consistency it seems like when people just go a mock with whatever they want to do.... however, lets face it- - I manage my time the way I want too... I like structure it is something that I long for in many ways... even with myself

That it is just an annoyance that I have to fix other's mistakes, that I need not to get angry with it all....

Today I will tell myself to just keep going, methodically doing the business-y stuff I need to do to keep life going, and that it will add up to things being okay in the end. I am also setting up the reward of movie night with my honey if I complete my tasks.

Long slow breaths...

don't let this rat hell of a place keep me down... don't forget to go look at the stars.

This too shall pass ... perhaps?

I have to communicate with the world. I am drowning myself in my fears.

To enjoy my last free day until I'm back working with the kiddies at school!!

that I may not like getting older, but I can't think of any younger age that I would particularly like to go back to. So I guess where I am at is alright.

Today I will tell myself.... try best to stay with today...

Not the past, not the what if in the future.. try best to stay with today...

that people with way worse pains and aches than mine manage to get a lot done and enjoy their lives. I can too.

Today I will tell myself that I CAN TOO.

Today I will tell myself to try to cut back on diet soda pop. It is mostly the bubbles I like rather than the sugars and caffeine.

Not to worry tooooooooo much.

That I am lovable and a good person.

That peoples anger is their anger.

try to concentrate on the positives. not to worry about the negatives.

Be aware of others...That's be aware....NOT beware.

Quizzickle that is great

Today I will tell myself, it will be ok to talk to him.. what happens will happen.. things will be ok... not let my fears to get the best of me on my work day today... try to be focused with the future is unknown, we may be ok, we may not be... but it will all be ok with whatever it is.

Today I will tell myself to come down out of the clouds and respectfully advise my present employers of my new position.

I did some errands that I had to do. I was able to do something that I had procrastinated on for the past week, so that was something achievable. Other things I have no control over and I am only going to put the time into those that will minimize the negative emotions associated with those things.

... tsk tsk

reminding myself that really all that matters is that i realize and acknowledge my progress. it is great to hear it from others don't get me wrong on that, but it's really important that i too acknowledge it and understand it and validate it and appreciate it, as we all need to do for ourselves

That I made the right decision in changing jobs but it is time for me to stop hopping from job to job. I need to settle down and fight this restlessness.