Checking in ( How do you feel today)?

rejoicing, overjoyed, happy, exhuberant, celebratory....my chips are back!!!

Furiously angry beyond belief.

Had a bad breakdown this morning. I walked out of the house, said some horrible things, and was gone for almost 6 hours... But my girlfriend came and rescued me after I got lost and my phone died. What more could prove that she really does love and care about me and just wants me to get some help? I feel good right now, but I am a little nervous about my doctor's appointment tomorrow... 0.0

I'm okay...my bff tried to make me study for 4 hours...I quit at 2 hours, but no wonder she is having a hard time...she's overloading herself! =/

Right now I am in an okay mood, a bit irritated, more excited to babysit on saturday.

Tired, having some breathing issues. Ihave flashes of bitterness and anger, and loneliness. But there are happy things, so I'm trying to focus on those.

I'm feeling pretty alright today. Just trying to keep a positive outlook and keep myself motivated.

uhh...I guess ditto! Sounds good LA!

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Well Today has been a slow day. Its my dad's birthday, and I was really happy I made him breakfast in bed...
Right now I feel good and I'm just waiting to cut the cake and sing my dad happy birthday!

Crummy. Just call me noddy.

I started The Insanity Workout on Monday and did my 5th one today. Its the best workout I've done and I already see results - feel stronger and better muscle tone. Me and my 10 yr old do it together. I feel accomplished.

soft like love

I feel abrasive like course sandpaper.

Missing a chunk off the side of my finger.

pretty damned confused, hopeless, and tired of small-minded people

Worthless (in the workplace)

A little better, I got 5 hrs sleep in a row. Longest in weeks.

Thankful that I have a job that is a good environment and doesn't cause me to feel like a failure. Glad that I'm out of the bad work environment I was in.

I am feeling better than yesterday. Making plans and seeking some changes in my work life.

It is really hard today. I have had a wash of memories overwhelming my brain about a time in my life when I was very vulnerable and taken advantage of. One of these people I can't get out of my head and then today took my kids to the beach and everywhere I looked was a reminder of those times. The memories had been so vague and now they are crystal clear, like they happened yesterday - names, sensory awareness - all so clear. Wonder what else my brain is hiding up there?

overwhelmed with things to do

not busy enough... wish i had more things and people in my life to do things with...
it's hard to relax when you know you have not worked a traditional job in a very long time, and that it will most likely not change anytime soon. So, when the weekend comes, it seems all the more difficult to relax because i have not 'earned' it. (as a man, this is hard to take)
Oh, well... i poured myself a black cherry wine cooler anyway. things can't be that bad, right? Some of the posts on PC are disconcerting. I wish we could all send out vibes of pure love, sometimes.

Sleepy, woke up just to get in line for the renewal.

today i felt mixed feelings , i was angry at my self for a mistake about last night
confused cause of a problem i created a topic about , but right now i feel happy

Sated. My sons took me out for dinner.