I think we do need something to live for

Tiday was very hard cried all day cuz I know I'll never be stable enough to do anything so no college an no gf for me ever

I cope with y video games but they all are not fun anymore and boring and I got gw2 and it was horrible at first so I cried more but my friend helped me so now I'm not okay but less miserable but without the game i would kill myself

Got nothing to live for all my friends are gone and love of my life is having sex with a engineer while I post on a depression forum

I don't want to live anymore

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I made this video of Kira carsen from swtor

The only girl in the world who loves me




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I think you need to call someone one and have them come be with you. Please take care of yourself.

Yeah I wish I could but don't wanna get std or go to jail, then I'll be more miserable. There just no hope for me

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There is always a way however it may not seem like there is and i understand the feelings what is std?

Is that referring to sexual disease.?

Yeah, maybe I misunderstood u but thought u said to call a prostitute

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Yes that was a misunderstanding i meant a friend to hang out with have a beer and a laugh not cheap random sex that has no influence on your thoughts.

When people think that life is only about having sex with someone, that is what gives NO VALUE to life.....you need to get your own life together & figure out who you are & a direction for your life.....then you will find others with similar interests to be friends with......that's just how the world works & it doesn't work any different for you than anyone else.

Depression makes us feel sorry for ourselves....I know I was there but in the middle of a bad marriage & I didn't feel there was any out other than to end my life either....but life opened up other opportunities that I had no idea existed because I was willing to be aware of them.

Your future is really your choice.....getting therapy that can help you learn skills to get through these bad times is a start......being willing to learn how to adjust your life & be willing to live with the mental limitations that you have is another. One has to accept those limitations & put your life together from there based on who & what you are capable of being & create your life from that point.

When you have your act together, it's a lot easier for other people to be willing to be your friend.....but it's now easy to be friends with someone who wants to be nothing but miserable all the time & not accept themselves for who they are.

Once you are willing to do that, you will be surprised at how your life will come together along with friends who have similar interests....but you have to have your interests first before you can attract others.....it's bottom line, UP TO YOU.