I don't mean for this to sound nasty or offensive but I need to get this off my chest, I realize that some people were hurt that I deleted my account, I was mentally ill, I was almost admitted to hospital and was seen by the crisis team (was discharged yesterday) to make matters worse my T wouldn't see me until the crisis team discharged me so I felt more bad, I know I made all the wrong decisions and in case anyone wonders, I can tell you that everything I write here on this forum is the truth.

[pngindreamr]

Originally Posted by Tinkerbell..

I don't mean for this to sound nasty or offensive but I need to get this off my chest, I realize that some people were hurt that I deleted my account, I was mentally ill, I was almost admitted to hospital and was seen by the crisis team (was discharged yesterday) to make matters worse my T wouldn't see me until the crisis team discharged me so I felt more bad, I know I made all the wrong decisions and I know some people even think that I make things up but I can tell you that everything I write here on this forum is the truth.

I added some people who were my friends before I deleted my account and they declined, I feel hurt but that is your choice. I feel like you don't understand me but that is ok, I know the truth and that is all that matters to me, I have enough people in real life not believing me so I am quite used to it.

I am sorry that you are feeling like this. I believe you. I hope you regain your sense of community here.

((( tinkerbell ))) ...

Pfrog 's you ... !!!

Those who don't? ... Their loss ... !!!

You are a swell pal, and I don't think you made any bad decisions while trying to take care of yourself during a time of crisis ...

Furthermore, you've never come across to me as someone who makes stuff up or is less than honest ...

Again 's & 's ...

You're a good egg ... !!!

Theres no need to apologise Tinkerbell - no one should think worse of you for being sick, if you felt at the time deleting your account was the best choice then so be it. I personally feel glad you decided to come back and if people no longer wish to be your friend - their loss! It doesn't mean others won't take up the oppertunity of getting to know you and appreciating your friendship. All the same, im sorry you're feeling hurt and got admitted to hospital - that must have been really rough (if ok).

Thanks.

Some people have been really brilliant and understanding here
Can't wait for 2012 to be over that's for sure.

[pegasus]

((((((((( Tinkerbell.. ))))))))))

No need to feel bad, I'm just real glad you are my friend and came back.

Maybe you can view those that dont realise what you have been through as feeling hurt but if they are true friends they will come round. If they never come round then they weren't good friends at all and who needs friends like that ay!

Great to have you back!

[CastlesInTheAir]

Tink! Hugs

Sent from my DROID BIONIC using Tapatalk 2

[Trippin2.0]

Sending you lots of s and extra pixie dust, sweet Tink

I was surprised you deleted your account, but I knew you struggling. It did not offend me. Sometimes PC is an overwhelming place so I understood your need to stay away from this place for awhile.

Actually, I am glad you returned.

Even though I did not express my concern by replying to your threads, I read them and hoped you would get through. Sometimes, I wanted to respond but had no idea how to.

PS. I have always believed you.

[Open Eyes]

(((Tinkerbell))),

I think your friends here understand how challenged you are right now. Remember though that others can get lost in their own challenges and it may just "seem" like they are not validating you. And sometimes members are at a loss for words too, and it has nothing to do with "not believing you etc."

You are a valued member here at PC, please know that Tinkerbell.

(((Big Bear Hugs))))
Open Eyes

I don't understand why your post would be offensive. I think everyone can understand that you've had a rough time of late and that you took a necessary hiatus to try and settle things down.

I love your avatar, btw.

[shezbut]

(((Tinkerbell...)))

You are going through a very difficult time right now. Getting through times like these isn't an overnight process ~ it takes time and hard work. I can definitely understand the struggle that you've been going through lately. You aren't being offensive in any way.

I hope that the supportive and understanding posts on this thread help you feel reassured that you aren't disliked or misunderstood. So many of us care about you!!

[gma45]

I agree with the other posts. Most people here have struggles of their own and at times we all feel so alone. Just understand that there are people here who care and don't worry about the ones that don't. It is not worth wasting your time just stick with the winners! (((((((Tink)))))))))

[Nicks_Nose]

You are always welcome here, Tink, and even if some people may struggle at the moment, trying to understand, there will always be a warm welcome for you here. I deleted my original account also and came back with another name. Some people welcomed me back while others had difficulty understanding also. We move on though. We take care of ourself first.

[beauflow]

(((Tinkerbell)))

's 's

Be Blessed for the ones that have understood---

Accept that some do not, and that they have their own issue to deal with as well; and that they may be hurt but at the same time, you have said your sorrys, you have explained and if they can not accept that- then it is not on you.
Many of us I think have had that in our real lives, one time or another, that something has happened, we have apologized for it, we have tried to make it right in what is in our power, and some people simply do not accept it or can not grasp it or can not let go and move forward to a new day..

Some may come around later with understanding and acceptance, some may not.

Be grateful that you are here and that you are strong and that you did get help when you were in need of it and had to I know I am and many of us here are

you are one of an original sweet friend, and you have been threw so much this year especially ......

's

[LiveThroughThis]

Originally Posted by Tinkerbell..

I don't mean for this to sound nasty or offensive but I need to get this off my chest, I realize that some people were hurt that I deleted my account, I was mentally ill, I was almost admitted to hospital and was seen by the crisis team (was discharged yesterday) to make matters worse my T wouldn't see me until the crisis team discharged me so I felt more bad, I know I made all the wrong decisions and in case anyone wonders, I can tell you that everything I write here on this forum is the truth.

I give you props for having the courage not only to rejoin here, but to express to us what's been going on and embracing the ppl here that love ya and accept you as is. That takes a lot of strength. Welcome back

[SoupDragon]

((((Tinkerbell)))) - we all have to take care of ourselves and if that means ducking out of PC sometimes (I try to "escape" on occasions ) then that is the right thing for us to do - I glad you are back, but certainly bear no ills towards you for needing to take a break. Really glad you are feeling a bit better and are due to see your T again.

Soup

[Fresia]

((((((Tinkerbell)))))))
We do what we need to take care of ourselves, no explanations needed; keep only those in your life that are understanding of this, of you, and so supportive as life is too short. Just hope all is going a bit better now. Hang in there!

Wow, Thanks I certainly expect your kindness and support in this way

I think I need to feel needed and accepted if that makes sense? I care so much about a lot of people here even though I don't know you all in RL, I do care, I know I have my troubles and I know a lot of you do too, I guess what some of you say makes perfect sense to me it is other peoples choices to accept me

Anyway I am who I am, I can't change that

Tink
You are so sweet... I never doubted a word you said

[likewater]

Hi, Tinkerbell. Glad you are back. You do whatever you need to take care of yourself. You are a sweetheart. I'm sorry it's been such a rough year. May angels surround you.

[kindachaotic]

(((((Tink))))) Never doubted for a second your intentions were what was best for you.
No offense was meant & certainly none taken! YOu needed a break, totally understandable.
A very tough year for you.

Just so, so glad you're back!! Missed your sweet messages & cards.
We are here for you, laugh, cry, vent, whatever you need.
Thanks for being you, our sweetheart of PC.
(((gentle hugs)))

[InfiniteSadness]

Originally Posted by Tinkerbell..

I don't mean for this to sound nasty or offensive but I need to get this off my chest, I realize that some people were hurt that I deleted my account, I was mentally ill, I was almost admitted to hospital and was seen by the crisis team (was discharged yesterday) to make matters worse my T wouldn't see me until the crisis team discharged me so I felt more bad, I know I made all the wrong decisions and in case anyone wonders, I can tell you that everything I write here on this forum is the truth.

Why did they almost admit you??

[likewater]

((((((((tinkerbell)))))))))