[Bipolar One]

Hello! I'm Bipolar One, 47-years-old and I'm still getting use to finding my way around PC. This is a great resource and I can't wait to be able to join the chat rooms. Besides BP I am also diagnosed with GAD, BPD and PTSD. The main problem being bipolar, the generalized anxiety disorder can also be very disabling at times. My main concern at the time is my medication. It's been causing me severe headaches and all the doctors I see are at a lose as to what may be the cause. I think it's the meds, but they don't agree. I'm to a point where I'd rather self medicate with marijuana and stop taking the prescribed meds. There are other symptoms I've experienced too such as weight gain (45 lb.), itchy head, tingling in my head, dizziness, blurry vision, pimple like rash on my torso, constipation and tremors. Pot has never given me any such symptoms and it works to calm me and help me sleep. It just doesn't make sense. I'm having a hard time not taking matters into my own hands. Any ideas? Be good to you!

[Maven]

Hi, Bipolar One! While I'm no doctor, I wouldn't dismiss the possibility of your meds having those side effects. Most of us here know how the psych drugs can have negative side effects, and will sympathize.

I can't say you should self-medicate with marijuana, because that could have long-term effects to your health, but I'm not against marijuana as a possible, better choice.

Maybe you should see another doctor for a second opinion.

[junkydad]

what ever works for you. I would say you know your body mind and emotions best. I have self medicated for many a decade because what works for others doesn't work for me and what works for me doesn't work for others. Each to their own. I have watched my brother and sister be systematically destroyed over the years with psychiatric medications. I get the anxiety and neurosis, they got the depression and psychosis. Its an odd thing to be grateful for but I do feel fortunate depression was never my thing because with my self destructive ways I would have been dead a long time ago

My neighbor has some 'headache' medicine...he offered this aft [I'm having a migraine coupla days] but I declined...I do not know why...right now my skullsa drummin'...I don't smoke...ain't for years but I'm about to message his friend. Grrr...

Oh yeah...neighbor left for out of town...otherwise would be tapping on his door right about now...