Imagine having nobody to turn to...only childs are the menace of societies. yes I'm one of those. I have always been lonely, always hoped for a brother or sister to come along to build a bond with me but nobody has come so I don't have any hope anymore because I'm nearing my senior year in high school. I just hope the rest of my life will not be as bleak as it is now because I honestly don't feel like living anymore. My whole life has been a lonely one and I wish that there would be people who could stand by me, someone with the same ethnic background or religion. Turns out people who are different from me always have more sympathy than those who are the same as me. people who have something in common with me just want to shun me altogether, as though i'm not one of them when i am in fact a brother among them and that the minute they stare at me and look away a few seconds later, i notice how nobody seems to care. no one in this world is here for me, can't imagine being a senior year so fast next year.. hear they're cutting some teachers and also prep. now i guess i'll have to be more self-sufficient. people get parties thrown when they graduate. when i get my diploma, i get my diploma. nobody seems to care about me. i have no oen to turn to when i need help.

[Travelinglady]

I'm sad you're feeling like you have no one to turn to. I try to keep up with you here the best I can, although I don't always respond to all my friends' threads. I have a lot going on here.

Are you going to try to go to college when you graduate? That will be a new place to meet people and start over again, if you choose.

My husband was sad he was an only child. He wanted two children, so they wouldn't be alone. But sometimes I think my two guys would have liked to have been onlies. One time my younger son said he wanted to trade his brother in for a parrot.

You do have friends here, anyway. We can't officially give you a real-life party, but we can celebrate your graduation!

yeah but still people have like 500 or 600 friends on their facebook list and i feel like i can't keep up with these guys you know... it makes me sad because people won't take the initiative of adding me first... i feel like the world has always been unfair to me... they never talk to me first.. they always ask me the wrong questions when i'm mad... they never ask me how i'm doing when they see me teary-eyed... they just look up and that's it... i have always been an only child... the church has been terrible to me... i am upset with all these and feel like the world should not even exist... and wonder why didn't i die at birth? when people see me they don't smile... they just frown and return to their normal face..

my last name is the worst last name ever... not very many people have it... and i hate it. i wish people would walk to me during lunch so that i don't have to be all alone. i always want companion.
why shouldn't people smile at me? why, does my smile make them want to look away? I haven't done anything wrong... sometimes when i wear the symbol, people glare at me.

[Tonker]

Im sorry your so lonely i would love to chat with you anytime you need someone to talk too

[IowaFarmGal]

Sometimes when you get past high school and into college you're with a different mix of people and things go better. I hope that will be the case for you. I've had a very lonely life too. I don't know how much of that was my fault but probably some. Don't give up, at least there is still hope for you. You are still young and able to change the direction of your life. I wish you well shaping your future.

Originally Posted by PAYNE1

I'm sad you're feeling like you have no one to turn to. I try to keep up with you here the best I can, although I don't always respond to all my friends' threads. I have a lot going on here.

Are you going to try to go to college when you graduate? That will be a new place to meet people and start over again, if you choose.

My husband was sad he was an only child. He wanted two children, so they wouldn't be alone. But sometimes I think my two guys would have liked to have been onlies. One time my younger son said he wanted to trade his brother in for a parrot.

You do have friends here, anyway. We can't officially give you a real-life party, but we can celebrate your graduation!

yeah that would be great. everyone is entitled to celebration when something nice happens, everyone.

Originally Posted by IowaFarmGal

Sometimes when you get past high school and into college you're with a different mix of people and things go better. I hope that will be the case for you. I've had a very lonely life too. I don't know how much of that was my fault but probably some. Don't give up, at least there is still hope for you. You are still young and able to change the direction of your life. I wish you well shaping your future.

thanks for the advice.

[optimize990h]

Originally Posted by heyitsme7

yeah but still people have like 500 or 600 friends on their facebook list and i feel like i can't keep up with these guys you know... it makes me sad because people won't take the initiative of adding me first... i feel like the world has always been unfair to me... they never talk to me first.. they always ask me the wrong questions when i'm mad... they never ask me how i'm doing when they see me teary-eyed... they just look up and that's it... i have always been an only child... the church has been terrible to me... i am upset with all these and feel like the world should not even exist... and wonder why didn't i die at birth? when people see me they don't smile... they just frown and return to their normal face..

It's quality not the quantity of the friends heyitsme7. You concentrate on what you can control.