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#626
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...patient, well-behaved kitties let me sleep-in...
..and I went to bed, and woke up, thinking like my old self...THAT was cool! |
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#627
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Even though I got out late - I miraculously walked to the bus (1.5 miles) in about 23 min and didn't miss it! My legs hurt the whole way but I made it. Calculated that I walked an average of 3.91 mph. I think that's fast o.O
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#628
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the sun and my nuvigil to get me rolling
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Tams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Whgn_iE5uc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FOUqQt3Kg0 YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME Don't only practice your Art, But force your way through into its secrets, For it and Knowledge can Raise men to the Divine. Beethoven |
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#629
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After almost two years of trying to get a coal mining job for my boyfriend, he finally got one. His first shift is tonight.
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#630
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Legs feel energized after swimming.
Got my x-rays done so I can go to the specialist's clinic. Got a new physio. Sun is out. The worker noise has stopped. |
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#631
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I completed all of my laundry and did some seasonal clothing changes finally.
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#632
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I am thankful for friends who seem to "get it" even when you're rearing your bad side...and even if they aren't in your real life.
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![]() Nammu, Nicks_Nose, spondiferous
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#633
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I wish I wasn't depressed.
I wish I was healthy like I used to be in sixth grade and could still be able to tease boys. I wish I wasn't called a nerd by my peers. I wish I could pass my AP Tests without having a anxiety attack. I wish I could stop wasting time. I wish that my play gets selected to showcase of Broadway. I wish I can go to Yale Global Scholars this summer & get the Thurgood Marshall Internship I wish my parents would accept that there's something wrong with me instead of asking me to suppress my feelings like always. I wish I had been one of the students this year to get scholarship on senior awards night. I wish my junior year could've gone better instead of being the worst one of my life. I wish asking for help was easy. I wish people would be my friends and not use me for their benefits. I wish I was the valedictorian instead of dropping to 13 in my class. I wish I wasn't jealous of people who do better than me. I wish I wasn't afraid of happiness. I wish I hadn't scarred myself and attempted suicide. I wish people would mean it when they ask anyone how they feel. I wish I could get accepted to Stanford or Carleton. I wish I wouldn't have to pretend to be happy always. I wish the world was a better place and everyone wasn't selfish. I wish I wasn't frustrated right now. I wish I could go and study and et at least a 4 on my AP test tomorrow I wish I could get my AP Scholars in July. I wish I wouldn't have to remind myself every now and then that maybe I'm worth all the trouble. I wish someone would read this and tell me everything is going to be okay. |
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#634
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I made some kick-*** meatballs for dinner tonight. And I can rest easy tonight knowing that I've got not a damned thing planned tomorrow.
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#635
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So far I cannot name one GOOD thing about this day.
I would say that I am alive but right now that does not make me feel very good. |
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#636
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I can relate to your post above, for sure! Hang in there! I'm happy myself that I'm feeling a little inspired to take care of a few things I've been putting off!!!
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#637
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Just got back home.
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The world suffers alot. Not because of the violence of bad people, but because of the silence of good people.- Napoleon Bonaparte |
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#638
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A good friend of mine called me today. I haven't spoken to him in awhile. Always great to hear his voice. Just listening to him puts a smile on my face.
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#639
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It's so nice to have an entire day to myself, not a blessed thing on my schedule. I will need to do some math at some point. But I will not leave the house today, though that inner critic is already throwing all these great ideas at me of things I 'should' be doing. Today is a ME day!!
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#640
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I got out of the hospital today.
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#641
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My order for my new flavor of ejuice was waiting for me. Really good.
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The world suffers alot. Not because of the violence of bad people, but because of the silence of good people.- Napoleon Bonaparte |
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#642
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I got a nice conversation on a phone with a friend and it helps to ease my mind
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As long as people aren't asking me if i'm all right, i am alright. |
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#643
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hmmm one good thing yikes well I walked a bit today that is a positive
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Tams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Whgn_iE5uc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FOUqQt3Kg0 YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL THE SAME Don't only practice your Art, But force your way through into its secrets, For it and Knowledge can Raise men to the Divine. Beethoven |
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#644
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I received a package from my daughter with Mom's Day card and pictures from her and my g'kids, a picture of my youngest g'daughter
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#645
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It's almost over.
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#646
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Leftover pizza.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#648
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I got to talk to my step mommy and my daughter keeps asking my husband for BIIIIG kisses!
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#649
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Listening to this )
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#650
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Got a new physiotherapist, one that focuses on rehab by structured exercise.
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